sissy conditioning - becoming more sissy without much effort.....
I really enjoy looking at sissy training websites and reading training plans on how to change from a man into a sissy. for example, the sissystation (http://www.sexyadulthost.com/users/sissystation/station.htm) is probably my favourite site ever, along with the house of sissify (i was a member for over 12 months until i realised that very little new material was updated). there are also several sites who just mirror these and some even charge for the privilege!!
i have dabbled with sissy hypnosis, flash and audio files etc, but i am not currently committed to watching/listening to something everyday.
however, i have noticed that all of this conditioning is beginning to work.
it is very rare that i see a female and think i would like to shag her. i still admire the female form and shape, i think "wow look at her arse, her legs, her chest, her waist etc", but i do not think that i would like to be her boyfriend.
i think her legs look fantastic in that skirt, them shorts are very tight fitting and show off her butt, that top is tight and i can see her lovely nipples, but i do not now think that i would like to have sex with her.
i look at porn and i see a pussy - i do not think that i would like to shove my cock in there
i see a girls face covered in cum - i do not think that i wish it was me that had done that.
i see a girl giving a blow job - i do not think that i wish she was sucking my cock.
i look at a girls butt and think "she looks great in those jeans/skirt/dress", i do not think "i would love to have that arse bouncing up and down on my cock"
i look at a girls legs and think "she has hot legs" - i do not think "i would love to have those legs wrapped around me"
i look at a girls chest and see her breasts sticking out - i do not think "i would like to suck on and play with those"
comments i have made to myself include...
that bra is pretty
that thong looks like it is from ann summers tuxedo collection
that dress is a nice colour, i like the way it hangs
them jeans are hot
she has too much make-up on
i have a feeling that the sissy way of life has a bigger grip on me than i actually thought it had. some of this is strange. why should i be drawn to female clothing? why don't i think about what i would like to do to an attractive girl?
one thing i have not yet said to myself is "i wish/want to be her", but it could only be a matter of time before i subconsciously say this.
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