google closing down susan the sissy..

Hi All,

As some of you may already know, google is now closing down blogger for any sexual images.

this does seem to possibly be the end for susan the sissy so if there is something you particularly liked then my advice is to save it while you can.

i know i don't blog much, but i don't want this to be the end, not yet anyway.

if anyone knows of any "free" sites that host similar can you please respond in the comments and i will try to set up again elsewhere.

susan

p.s. i have just read this article from another blog - for those who do have blogs apparently you can download the entire thing


This article covers how to export the blog:
https://support.google.com/blogger/answer/97416?hl=en

another adventure in the making (part 6)

I waited and waited.

and waited some more.

after about 40 minutes i knew the truth - he was not coming.

all this effort in planning, cost of new clothes, make up and hotel, and also all of the ffort i had put in in the last 2 hours was coming to nothing.

i did recieve some emails, but not from him - they were from another man who wanted to see me, but couldn't get to me in time.  i sent him pics of how i was dressed and he did console me a little.

After about a hour i decided tha i was going to have some fun on my own, so i got out my dildo and aneros and laid them on the bed.

I took of my dress and took some more pictures of me in my lingerie that i could possibly use later, and also tried on my dress again with a pin at the top i took some photos to show what it would have looked like.  these photos are at the end of this post.

i sucked on the dildo while i used the aneros and then used the dildo on me before tugging at a frustrated orgasm in a very unladylike manner.  i had not cum for about 4 weeks, so it was a bit weird to do this, especially as it was probably the first time i had pulled on myself for over 4 months - i had been cumming by 1 finger rubbing only.

not long after this orgasm i had another one before i started to clean up.

As you may recall i still had only girls clothes with me, so i still had to get dressed and go to the car for my "man" clothes.  this was an uneventful walk as i just kept my head down but as i walked i had to keep pulling up the trousers as they were falling down.

i had made the decision about what i was going to do before i had any orgasms.  i was so frustrated and believed that fate had decreed that i could have soem time on my own dressed as a girl, but not with another man.  i decided to have a clear out of my girly clothes.

This was not a purge, more of clear out of the things i do not use, wear or want.  i had an old wig, my breast forms that i had only recently bought but was not impressed with, my dress, some old stockings, old make up , bits of packaging etc.  it built up to quite a heavy black bin bag full load that i left next to the bin.  i am not sure what the maid thought if she looked inside.

i don't really like this photo

this is the position i wanted to be in

like this one

ok ish photo

my view down (wish it was like this all the time)

Me in that dress (although the light does not help pick out the frills)

About as girly as i can look in a photo

another adventure in the making (part 5)

12 o'clock finally arrived and i set off back to the hotel who checked me into a room on the top floor for the early check in fee of £10.  i thought about the stairs, but a girl like me couldn't handle my luggage so i pressed for the lift.  The lift was visble from the lounge and coffee area where several people were sat.  i don't know if anyone noticed me, and i was nervous and glad when the lift finally came and i was able to get in on my own.

As i got to the floor and got out of the lift the first door was on a lock (for security), but my room was just at the other side.  Couldn't be better i thought - he could ring me when he got out of the lift and i could just pop out and open the door for him.  everything was going great.

I sent him an email with my room number and phone number.

I was quite impressed by the room.  it was newly refurbised with a  good view and a nice bathroom with a shower that had a seat in it.  I had to use the bathroom again as my nerves were kicking in big time.

Next stop was to open my suitcase, get my shaver and shave my legs in the shower.  i didn't do this earlier as i didn't want to raise suspicions with my wife as why i had shaved legs (in case this meet got cancelled) and also i wanted to look the best i could.  i also trimmed my pubic area to a nice landing strip.  i quickly showered my bottom half (my top half was laready shaved and ready as usual)

Next was my face with a close shave as i started to get ready.  i laid out all of the lingerie i wanted to wear on the bed and hung up my dress and a babydoll for later and put my make-up in the bathroom.  i didn't realise how much make up i actually had - it hardly fitted onto the shelf!

i put on my breast forms, stuck with pads and a tight bra to hold them in place while they set properly.  then i put on a thong to wear while i got ready.  doing my make up in a bra and thong was a thrill and i loved the whole girly feeling i had.  i knew i had time to get ready in a non-rushed fashion to make sure i was perfect.

i started with some beard cover (just in case) and then foundation and powder.  i did my eyes with a purple/smokey look, complete with black eyeliner pencil.  blusher for my cheeks and black mascara for my lashes, although i did forget to curl them first.  a hot pink lipstick completed my look.

i was now happy with how i looked (it took about 45mins to do my make up!!) so i went to put on my lingerie.  black hold up stockings and a pink bra and thong set.  next on was my wig that i styled over and over until i was happy with it.  Jewellery and heels were next before posing for a quick photo.

after admiring myself for a while i realised that time was getting on and that i needed to clean up the batroom and make the room look inviting for my man.  i cleaned up and hid other things away before it was time to put on my dress.  i had been waiting for this moment for what seemed like forever.

I unzipped it, stepped into the bodyhugging skirt and pulled it up my body, wiggling my hips as i did so.  i felt a real tease as reached down and put my arms in the holes and then reached to the back to pull up the zip.

everything felt so perfect, until i tried to zip up the dress.  as you may know i had tried the dress on and i managed to zip and unzip it then, so i used hte same technique.  i was alss at least 2 pound less in weight so i should have no problem.  but i did have a problem.  my arms were cramping up with the awkward positions, it just would not zip up.

i finally felt i was getting somewhere when disaster struck in the form of the zip splitting.  i managed to get the dress off with a deal of effort, but i could have cried as i sat there with my new dress ruined in my arms.  i tried to mend it but i couldn't.

all the while time was ticking and i knew i had to get ready as i was expecting my man in less than 10 minutes.

i quickly reached for my backup dress,  with hindsight i should have gone for a mini skirt and blouse, but i knew the dress was short and tight and quick to put on so i went with that.  Sweating away trying to keep calm with my nerves racing this was the result...

i don't think i looked too bad - maybe my eye make up could have been better.  i didn't have anymore time.  i was expecting my man any second, i was even thinking of him been parked up waiting for a single.

i sent him another email - ready when you are big boy!!

another adventure in the making (part 4)

So it is the morning of the meeting and i drop my wife off in town for some quick shopping before returning home to get ready.

i knew i didn't have too long before my wife returned home, so i quickly got home and got changed into what i had planned..

i put on a thong, my figure hugging rear zip black trousers, a black bra and black bra.  pretty standard girl at work clothes, along with a pait of flat ladies shoes.  i added some nude lipstick and perfume then i was off, with my heart beginning to race.

i bundles up my male clothes and put them in the boot of the car for safe keeping until later.  i knew i would be wearing girls clothes all day, but i would have prefered a skirt!

it was only about 10am in the morning when i left for the 30 minute drive to the hotel.  i knew i would be too early to check in as the hotel as an early check in time of 12 for a cost of £10 over the normal check in of 2pm (which was too late for me)

on the way i parked up in a quietish area and re-did my lipstick as i sent the final few emails detailed int he previous post from my phone.  i was excited and i wanted to start getting ready as soom as possible.  to kill some more time i decided upon having a coffee and going to the toilet to relieve myself (this was now about 11ish).  the McDonalds i found was very busy and i lost a bit of confidence in what i was wearing (remember i only had female clothes on, so i just went drive through and drank my coffee in the parking area.

I was still busting for the toilet though and knew i had to find one soon.  I decided upon going to the hotel as i thought they may have a room available a little bit earlier.  i got to the hotel and put on my works jacket as that was the only coat i had with me, and the trousers i had on had no pockets so i needed somewhere for my wallet.  (okay i know i should have carried a handbag)

i pulled out my suitcase that i had bought that included all of my girly clothes, yes, everything!!  i pulled the suitcase behind me, trying to walk in a feminine manner which i needed to do as the trousers only came up to my hips and were prone to feel like they were falling down, exposing my panties!  walking with a sway in my hips helped to keep them up a bit better, but not a lot.

As i got into the reception, it was busier than i had hoped, but it was too late now so i went to the reception hoping it would be a quick transaction and i could head up to my room and finally go tot the toilet - i was having cramps now!

alas this was not the case and after waiting behind one other man, i was told that i couldn't cjeck in for another 30 minutes.  gutted i put the suitcase to one side and dashed into the gents toilets (sitting obviously as my trousers were a rewar zip and i am a sissy), relieving myself like almost never before.

i then picked up my suitcase and went back to the car to sit and wait a bit longer.  my stomach was in knots with excitement as i knew that it wouldn't be long before i was in the arms of a man, a big strong man at that!!

another adventure in the making (part 3)

so with the first guy not responding, i now had a back up from the same city.

i thought this was fate bringing us together, but the first few emails were from i was still expecting to meet the first guy....

his profile read like this

male age 30 from xxx

Contact preferences: (with pics)

Block user

Feedback: None yet.Online: 7 hours ago  -  Joined: 3 years ago  

A few words about yourself            Looking for t/v s for sexy fun

Your interests            Sex with t/v

Profession       

Height  5' 11"

Role     Top

Can you accommodate?            Yes

Body type            Very athletic and toned

Where are you from?            Sheffield

What are you looking for?            Sex hookups

            Dating/relationship

Smoke No

Drink    Socially

Drugs   Never

as i have said he had contacted me previously but we couldn't find a suitable time.  but this time it was different....

When are you free

Hi, sorry but i have not yet had much free time yet.  i have a meet arranged at a hotel in xxx on wednesday, but i have not heard anything from him for a couple of days.  i hope he hasn't cancelled, but if he does i may give you a shout. xx

Hi yes if you here nothing then give me a shout I'm free Wednesday

thanks i will do - i have to (pardon the pun) bend over backwards to find the time, and i have not heard anything yet.  i had arranged to meet at the hotel at 2 (me getting there at 12 to get ready).  i will be in touch if i do not hear anything.

if we did meet i would usually ask you to choose what i wear, but i won't have time to go shopping, so sorry for that just in case. (i will be wearing a black dress) xx

Black dress is perfect for me like I say I'm free Wednesday x

Thank you.  i will let you know tomorrow about this time if i don't hear anything. xx

Very sexy would love to get your legs round my shoulders ! You got any more pics x

i have some more pics attached as requested.  i would love to have my legs around your big manly shoulders, or bend over in front of you!!  xx

Would love you to bend over in front of me your bum looks so sexy x

Like this? xx

Oh yes x

Any news for tomorrow x

i have sent him a message at lunch time and i have not had a response yet.  i am going out now until about 7/8pm.  i will confirm one way or another then, but to be honest i am more inclined to meet you as i feel he is already screwing me over.

hope this is ok.  if we do get to meet it will be at 2pm is that ok?

i have not heard anything back, so offer myself for your use and enjoyment.

i have booked the travelodge xxxxxx and i will be there at 12 to hopefully get ready for you at 2pm.  i can stay until about 5.  i hope that fits with your plans.

please note that i am safe sex only (i do not want to offend if you are expecting something different)

i also would like to have some photos taken of me, including us having sex (assuming you still want to have sex with me!)  if not i won't be offended - i don't want your face etc in any pictures, just your cock (and me)

for the record i just want to be treated like a girl, and do things you would do with a girl.

xx

i will give you my mobile if you still want to meet

Hi yes that is perfect for me look forward to meeting ! Not so sure about pictures but will see xx

That is fine i understand.  it is not an issue.  I will tell reception that i am expecting a colleague.

What colleague

No No No, you misunderstood.  i meant you.  there is only me and you.  i don't have the energy for 2 guys!!  see you soon.

the last couple of messages were sent on the morning on the arranged meet.  i will let you know about what i did that day in the next post...

another adventure in the making (part 2)

well if you have read part 1 below, you will know that i have booked a hotel and arranged a meet with a tall muscly guy who is not unattractive.  he also says he is a "stayer" !!

so on with the messages.....

Hi sexy, i hope you are feeling better and that your aches and pains are going.

i have been really horny thinking about you today, i even wet my panties thinking about how i am going to feel in your arms.  xxx

However i didn't hear from him again, but i did try a couple more messages.....

Hi.
Are we still on for tomorrow as i need to cancel the hotel today if not.

Missed hearing from you. Xx

apologies for this, but as i have heard nothing from you for a few days, i don't want to waste my money in case you cannot come  i had until 9 to cancel with a full refund.  i have cancelled the hotel, and hence our meet.  maybe we can work out something in the future.

But the last message was a bit of a lie, because i did not cancel the hotel room as i had a knight in shining armour arrive on the scene from the same place who is also a body builder, young, quite handsome and who had been chasing me for a while (we exchanged messages about 18months ago but couldn't find a suitable time).  must have been fate to appear at the exact time in needed him.

the next post will give more details......

another adventure in the making....

Happy new year everyone and i hope it is a good one.
As usual i have been busy with work, family, family illness etc. and the time of year, but the following is an exchange of messages and what happened just before christmas.

i am not going to spoil the ending to say where it led.....

The guy approached me from cottaging and i felt we hit it off together.  i will start with is profile..

male age 39 from Yorkshire

Feedback: None yet.

Online: 47 minutes ago  -  Joined: 2 days ago 

A few words about yourself            I am a genuine guy looking to have fun with tvs, cds etc

Your interests            Rugby, gym and sex :-)

Profession            Professional

Height  6'

Role     Top

Out      No

Can you accommodate?            Yes

Body type            Moderately athletic

Where are you from?            Yorkshire

What are you looking for?            Sex hookups

            Dating/relationship

Smoke No

Drink    Socially

Drugs   Never

i also got some photos from him, along with one taking a girl from behind!!  as you will no doubt read, it did excite me.....

Hi honey xx

 Hi, sorry i missed you earlier i was on my phone and it is a bit hard to see.  xx

who is the lucky girl?? x

Hey its ok. I'm off to bed now but maybe we can talk and possibly meet sometime.

The girl in the pic is a t-girl I've met a few times. She is oriental and amazing.

You look amazing too so maybe we could meet sometime xxx

i don't look as good as her though - i wish i did.  i would love to have a photo like that too!!

no problem chatting, might even lead to a meet...??  xx

Hey don't be harsh on yourself. I like your pics and yes I hope we can meet sometime xx

Thank you for the compliments, but i bet you are only saying them to get into my knickers..  ;)

Well I'm trying to get you out of your knickers lol but i meant what i said x

You men are all the same, only after one thing!

Which is fine by me as it doesn't take much to spread my legs.

Mmm and I will look forward to spreading them xx

So what would be your idea of an ideal date.  would you want me to dress smart and sexy, or as a school girl etc?

Ooh, smart and sexy is nice and I also like the school girl look too so it would be a difficult choice x

if we had time i could wear both? (although my schoolgirl is so so)

i always let the man choose what he wants me to wear, as i am doing this for his enjoyment. 

as long as i am treated as a girl, then i will love it too. xxxx

Hey i like that, have you got one of you dressed on sort of secretary gear??
I'm sure we could make time for you to change outfits when we meet xxx

These are the closest to a secretary look that i have uploaded on here.  i do have another white blouse and little skirt but no photos on here.

i also have a more formal party dress that is a bit more "glamorous" that you could peel off me as well as quite a few other clothes to be honest, but i do want to dress how you want me to dress. xx

you all remember the dress i have spoken about earlier!!

Well I do like what your wearing in your pics on here. Really turns me on, especially with your stocking on xx

i am not sure if i did attach the pictures last time, but just in case i have attached again.

i think you can safely assume that i will have stockings on when we meet.  i bet it won't take you long to put your hand up my dress to confirm!

i am sure you will like the dress etc.

Well I love them pics and I'm sure I will love whatever you wear. Can't wait to arrange something x

i can't wait to feel you holding me close.  when is generally the best time to meet for you.  i will struggle to be able to meet on an evening.

Well I can do some morning but depends on my work but I'm sure we can work something out

i can't do weekends either. i can maybe do early evening, but not too late (until about 6).  I could obviously get ready earlier.  i am married and i have to make a suitable excuse (work seminar etc.)

{p.s. i hopefully won't be using this as an excuse, but they rushed my dad into hospital today, so my plans could go a bit astray.  hopefully he will be out in a few days and it won't affect us, but i just want to let you know now.  i don't want to get to day before and have you think i have cold feet.}

i am really turned on a t the moment, and i can't stop thinking about you undressing me and me sucking your cock. (sorry if this sounds a bit girly but it is true!!)

Hey that's fine honey and totally understandable.
Don't be sorry for sounding girlie. I love girlie. It turns me on real bad xx

mmmm  turning you on will be my job soon....

i love dressing as a girl, the lingerie, the dress, the make-up and the jewellery, i even love the shopping to get ready for a date!

i love to make a man happy, i love to feel his hands passionately hold and stroke me as we kiss, then feel him guide me onto his cock, or spread my legs as he has his manly way with me, leaving me feel so feminine i just burst.

Mmm i love the pic you attached honey xxx

You do realise that just by calling me honey my panties almost drop to the floor ;)  xx

Mmm glad to hear it you naughty girl xx

You never did say whether you prefer naughty or nice?

Ooh naughty every time honey xxxx

if good girls go for bad guys, then naughty girls must go for good guys.  i hope you are not too good or too shy with me....  xx

Haha I ain't ever shy and I can be good if it gets me what I want ;-) xx
love your pic honey xxx

i don't want you to be good, i want you to take me and be dominant, with you in control making me feel submissive. xx

Consider it done honey. You will be my sub slut whore xx

thanks.  i can't go much longer without meeting you now.  would it help if i booked a hotel x

Wow a hotel would be great. Monday i can tell you what days I'm free from work xx

it would have to be 1st to 5th dec ideally for me (preferably wednesday but i can make any day i think).  since we hopefully are tying down the details i have a couple of other questions.

i would prefer to meet at about 2pm ish (i would get to the hotel at about 12 and then get ready for you - i do want to look perfect for you)  is that ok.

how long would be planning to stay?

xx  (getting really girly and giggly now)

That sounds perfect. Well I am a long stayer when fucking so you will be entertained for hours and hours xxx

wow that sounds great to me!! (i have had a few who only lasted seconds!!)

i am thinking of a travelodge or ibis.  we will have to agree on which suits you best (location etc)

Love the pic honey.
Yeah we will arrange something soon. Can't wait xxx

me neither.  that pic was from the last time i got some action.  i have not asked you yet, but it would be nice if you took some photos of me, especially ones of you fucking me and me with your cock in my mouth.  but i understand if not.

please let me know your work schedule so i can get booking xxx

I would definitely like to take pics of us having sex honey. I have a week off from the 6th Dec shayne you can work around that xxx

i really want a picture of a cock in my mouth, so i can't wait.  i can work around that week no problem i think.  can we pencil in Wednesday 10th.  Which hotel is best for you? xx

That's great babe. I'm not fussed about what hotel, as long as we meet xxx

Wednesday the 10th it is then.  i will see what deal i can get for the best (will probably be either travelodge xxx or xxx), with a view to meeting you about 2 ish.  i will get to hotel earlier so i am suitably dressed and ready for you.  i want it to be as perfect as possible for you.  xxx

further to my email last night we are now booked at the travelodge . i only have to confirm the early check in tomorrow.

can't wait to be sucking your cock. xxx

Fantastic and believe me I can't wait to have my cock deep at the back of your throat xxx

you will have to be a little gentle with me, i am only a little girl!!

i will contact you again in a week or so, as i assume you will have had enough of my girly clingy emails for now.  xx

Hi honey
I ain't had enough of your girly messages.
I was in a car accident Thursday morning and my car was wrote off. I'm okay just a little bit sore xxx

Oh no. (very concerned girlfriend mode activated)  i hope you are ok and that we can still meet.  i want to care of you and nurse you back to full health.  maybe i need to start looking at buying a nurses uniform to look after you!!

i don't mind giving you a massage if that is what you need.

I didn't make the "no more messages" because you hadn't answered, i just assumed you don't want me to be super clingy etc.

hope you get fully recovered xxxxxx

Hi babe
Can't wait to meet you. Yes a massage would be nice. I'm not doing too badly. Just a few aches, pains and few bruises but nothing that won't heal xxx

i think i may be able to come up with something that takes your mind from any aches or pains you have!

can't wait to stroke my hands over your muscly body. xxx 

 i will leave it there for the moment - there is more to come!!!!

my first poll

i have just added my first poll to the right hand side of this blog.  please take the time to vote as i do value your opinion.

i have been thinking about my hot new dress and i have realised that i have a bit of dilemma as to what to wear with it.

i am currently trying to arrange a meet with another man for some sissy sex, and of course i want to "blow him away" with my new dress.  so here is my dilemma.  i know that real men love to see stockings on a girl.  i do think the dress is a bit tight to wear suspenders as the clips would show, so it does have to be hold ups.

however, my sexiest shoes are some black 5.5 inch high peep toe (see previous post about 18 months ago) and some nude pumps with a 5" heel.  i also have a pair of black court shoes with a 4" heel.

now when i look at fashion models etc. wearing a similar dress, the real girls don't seem to wearing any hosiery, just some black heels (usually strappy sandals), a look that i can replicate with my peep toe heels.  i am planning on shaving my legs anyway.

however i know that men like stockings.  but do stockings go with peep toe (my thoughts are not really) but i am asking for help.

if not do i need to get some shoes to wear with stockings, or will i get away with my nude pumps or oldish black courts.

i love having sissy dilemmas!!!!!

sissygasm

Hi all,

this is just a post to reflect on a bit of an abnormal day for me.  i am not going flesh out all the whys etc. but the following did happen...

1) A sissygasm
As i have not cum since before the start of october (doing my bit for Stoptober), i have been quite horny on occasions, although not as horny as some of you may think (once you get past the few couple of weeks, not having an orgasm is not that bad).

Anyway, i digress - on the weekends so far i have been using my aneros for about 20-30 mins to see if i can cum like a girl.  on the last 3 occasions this has not worked, although it has been pleasurable.

i was reading a few tumblr blogs that have hot men in them ( i try to associated any sexual exploits with naked men if possible), as i was trying to achieve the hands-free orgasm that the aneros can provide.  however, this reading lead me onto reading about milking, and i read an article on how to milk yourself with an aneros if you were not patient enough for hte hands free version.


As i read this, it basically said grab the aneros and do the motion yourself with your hands rather than try to stimulate it with your "pussy".

i didn;t have much time so that it what i did, and after a failed attempt where i came close, i did manage an anal orgasm, or a sissygasm as i have heard it referred to (i like that phrase).  I was not hard, but spurted quite a bit of pale liquid around as my body shook and convulsed.  i did eat it all up as well if you were going to ask.

i was shaking for about 20 minutes afterwards.  having a sissygasm was fun, and i doubt it will be my last, i had just not thought of trying this.  i had tried to "hit the spot" on many occasions with my dildo and i have succeeded, but this was much easier.

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Later in the day.......

As mentioned in a previous post, i had ordered a new dress that i had carefully chosen.  i was very turned on and enjoyed the whole selection process of finding a dress.  i never get that excited thinking about mens clothes.

the above is a picture of the dress.

what i did manage to do today was try the dress on.  very quickly.

all i can say is wow, wow, wow.

it is absolutely awesome, it is made from stretchy nylon,  and the style is "sheath", but i didn't quite realise how figure hugging it would be.
it took me a few attempts to fasten the rear zipper all the way up (i hope a man can help me out of it!!), but once i had it on i was like wow, wow, wow.

it is quite tight, and as it is knee length, it is a bit restrictive, which only adds to the glamour and feel for me.  i looked at myself in it and then spun around - i was unfortunately not looking in a full length mirror, but i knew i looked good - i just felt it.

i was also physically shaking with the wow factor of the dress and how i looked and how it felt on me.  i don't think i have ever physically shook when putting on any piece of clothing until now.  this must mean i like it!!!

i can't wait until i have time to dress up properly, do my makeup and put on this dress.  i will take some photos then.

Did i mention that i like the dress??

almost busted again, but then busted (i think)

So as i am in a very girly mood, i think my girly side is leaking into my everyday life more and more.

At work i am wearing a tinmted lip balm and panties where possible. i am also looking at sissy porn on my phone (hunky men and other sissy blogs) while i have not cum in quite a while now.

So a couple of incidents happened this last week......

As my colleague was talking on the phone to the IT dept he said one of the other employees wanted an iphone.  at this point i said i did too.

The IT guy said for me to shut up and "why doesn't he just come out and stop using the wife as a smoke screen"

i blushed bright red immediately.

while they were still on the phone i went to the toilet, passing the IT dept.  i popped my head in the door and said tot he other IT guy that i wanted a fuchia iphone in a joking manner. what i didn't realise was that i was stood in t he doorway with my hands on my hips in a very unmanly pose.  This was totally natural to me and i hadn't thought anything of it until they looked at me and commented again - telling me to just go as i would not win!!!

so i was almost outed.....

until later in the day when i returned home.........

like many of you who do not have an understanding partner, i have a secret stash of my female clothes.  Until recently this has always been in the loft, but is now in the garage so i can access it easier.

However over the past 6 weeks or so i brought a few pair of panties and my chastity belt (the pink CB6000 - i will post more about chastity later) in tot he house and hid them in a set of drawers i have in "my bathroom" (i use the house bathroom, the wife uses the en-suite)

Now my bathroom does not cleaned as much as the other, but usually gets a once over every couple of weeks or so, but these drawers never get touched, hence the hiding place!!

However after wearing a pair of panties from this lot, i took them off and realised that the other items that were in the drawer with the panties (and the chastity belt which was in the drawer below) had been cleaned out and all that was left was my girly things.....

My wife has not yet commented on this, and i am not going to bring it up, but i have been busted!

Hopefully it will lead to some panties under the christmas tree......

Hi Girls,

just a quick post to say i have not disappeared from the planet or anything.  i have pretty much run out of things to say!

for the record i have done Stoptober - i gave up cumming.  it was hard to begin with, but now not so much.  it has been about 38 days or so since my last orgasm.  honestly at the moment i am not missing them, but sometimes find that if i have time alone i have nothing to do!!

however, i have ordered a new chastity device to help me out with this, and a new dress to treat myself.  this is the dress, but i am not sure it will look anything as nice on me.......




i am hoping it adds a bit of "girly girl" to soften out my masculinity (or what is left of it!!)

#2 Female Appreciation

Introduction

The idea of this seminar is to introduce you as to what you should be looking at when you see a female

I suspect that currently when you see what is considered to be a young attractive woman you will think she is hot and /or sexy.

You notice her ass, her breasts, her legs and possibly her hair before you see her eyes and smile.

However, this needs to change.  This seminar is intended to be a guide to how to view woman so you can learn from them and become a better sissy - you do want to become a better sissy don't you?

Seminar Topic

So when you look at females from now on you need to appreciate  the trouble she has gone to.  for the first couple of weeks you need to study their mannerisms, how they walk, how they talk, how they carry their hands etc.

But this stage should not last too long before you move to the important clothing appreciation.

When you see an attractive woman in public, you must de-sexualise her from your brain so you can look at her and learn.

You need to disassociate your sexual urges from looking at the girl and focus on the important things you should be looking at.

So when you do see any girl you should look at the clothes she is wearing, not her "assets".

You need to be able to describe what she is wearing, what looks good about the clothes and what doesn't, although the "doesn't bit will not be relevant for a while until you have more experience of woman's clothing and how to put an outfit together (a future seminar will detail this)

You need to focus on the little details, so you can describe to your tutor what a particular girl was wearing in detail.

for example, in the picture above, the girl is wearing a royal blue dress that finishes mid-thigh.  the dress is quite form fitting with short puff sleeves a rounded v-neck and a peplum.  The girl accessorises this with a white clutch, large white bracelet and several strings of pearls.

You must not focus on anything sexual, in fact after time you should be able to look at 10 photos, describe the outfits and not even notice how big the girls breasts are.  This will come in time if you practice.

This does not stop at fully clothed girls.  If you see a naked girl (but come on, do not kid yourself!!), focus on her make-up.  if she only has underwear on, then focus on the colour, style and type of bra etc.

looking at fashion websites and magazines will help a lot with this and you should factor in some time for this.  Maybe instead of looking at sport on the internet, spend that time looking at fashion.

Conclusions

After a couple of weeks you should be walking down the street with your head buzzing, just describing what females are wearing.  If possible, try to remember or find out where some of the outfits come from.

SSS - PANTIES

So girls, as described earlier, here is the first post......

Any fedback would be appreciated but not necessary.  I am not sure when i will post the next one, but i do want to get 2 or 3 in front.

SSS

Hi Girls,

now i know that you have all forgotten about me, but i do have a few poststo make and share with you all.

I have long been an admirer of sissy assignments and a progression of how a male should change into a female.  I have thought long about this and i know i have changed fromt he timid little sissy trying on his mums panties, tot he sissy who has sucked a cock and bent over for a man.

I feel i am in the position to share a little with the more inexperienced of you, so i decide to write SSS - Susan's Sissy Seminars!!!

This is a series of short information posts about how to see things from a womans perspective (hopefully) and how to learn about womans clothing and sexuality.

I hope you enjoy them, please provide any feedback as necessary so i can improve.

Also future topics that you would like to see, although i do have a list i may have missed something off.

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Write for me

Hi Girls,

just a quick post regarding a website i discovered while browsing milovana.

It is not really sissy related, but is / can be femdom related and can be useful as a punishment or maybe even soem help an motivation.

the website is called write for me

http://writeforme.org

you do not have to sign up to use it (i haven't) - just click on public tasks.

what is it i hear you ask?

it is a type of punishment software that is the modern version of doing lines at school.  you have to type a particular sentance over and over without mistakes.

make a mistake and more lines can be added or letters substituted, take too long same again.

it can be very difficult and devious - try it out!!!

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for any Mistresses or MAsters reading this blog - why not set up some tasks for your little ones...???

Male Bulges

Hi Girls,
i am still around and i have been working on something to post here, and that will hopefully be uploaded in the future.

as for me and my turn ons, i don't know what it is (well i do actually!!), but i have been getting very turned on by looking at men.

for a while now i have only ever cum while looking at a picture of a man or a nice cock, so that may have something to do with it, but outside of that i currently have a fascination for men in underwear showing off a nice bulge such as the following:

and one that did make my eyes water a little!!!

Recently i opened the morning newspaper and saw a feature about David Beckham and him posing in his underwear.  It included several photos, including one similar to the following.

I have to say that i was very turned on, and my panties were wet from pre-cum, without me actually getting hard.

the life of a sissy!!!

A view you all want

Hi girls

yes i am still here, yes i am still a sissy, but no i don't have time to dress, only to dream at the moment.

As mentioned in a previous post i was looking for some decent femal point of view porn to help sissify how i see myself having sex.

The search was not entirely fruitful although i did find a couple of gems, including the following.

i bet you all wish it was you!!

you are most welcome.....!!!!!

recent thoughts...

some recent thoughts of mine

I was browsing in a supermarket, not looking at anything particular and I saw a dress and my first thought was that it would look good with some black tights and silver heels.

i went out drinking with a couple of friends, and the first time i have gone out in a long while.  made sure that i continued to sit to pee like the sissy i am.

i have found myself looking at mens crotches

I was sat in a conference with lots of other men and  4 other females.  There were only  5 people in the room with their legs crossed, the rest were slouching about.  bet you can't guess which "man" had his legs crossed!!

photos of shemales do not interest me, as i see myself as a sissy so i cannot see the point of looking at shemales unless i am jealous of their clothes etc.  i certainly do not get turned on by them.

it appears there is so much sissy in me it is spilling over into my (percieved) male life!!

A quick question or help?

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