assignment x report no 8

dear susan,







this conniving, sadistic bitch hereby gives you


special dispensation to stay in *any* position


for *any* length of time! :D






(a serious aside - i had never intended the 5


minutes to *limit* how much time was spent in


any given position; i'd thought of them as


*minimums*. also, i'd thought of the assignment


as *introducing* these various positions; after


being introduced to them, one could them as a


basis for further exploration, and perhaps find


*other* positions that work better. so treat


the times and positions in the assignment very


liberally. i'll review the assignment to see


how i should word it differently to get this


across; if you have any suggestions please let


me know.)






i applaud your determination to continue with


this assignment! it could be, as you say, that


you may succeed with Bruce where you couldn't


with Roger! (but somehow, talking about being


"Bruced" doesn't sound quite the same. :))


in fact, i had been planning to use *that* as


the basis for another assignment. after all,


a sissy must be careful to practice safe sex


when necessary. and, as you know, it's not


safe to take something from your sissypussy and


put it into your mouth! so, Bruce is going to


need a condom. and i think that you can


imagine how i'm going to tell you to put that


condom on him! that's right - good sissy! :)






Bruce definitely sounds like one lucky guy!


and i love what you did with his photo!






have fun this weekend! i hope that you're


planning to give your wife a lot of pampering


this weekend as a reward! (remember what i'd


said about the power of positive


reinforcement.)






*hugs and kisses*


charmane












--- susan rhodes wrote:






> Hi charmane


>


> as you can probably tell from the title i didn't


> manage to cum this morning either.


>


> as i was mounting Roger i was encouraging myself


> to cum, and i do think that i came closer than


> yesterday. it is on my knees that i manage to get


> the closest, i drape my chest over a suitcase and go


> for it. when my timer went off fo the 5 minutes in


> this position i thought "What kind of sadistic bitch


> would only allow us sissys 5 minutes in each


> position?"


>


> After reading your message and confession i


> realise charmane that you truely are a caniving


> sadistic bitch who loves to watch us sissys suffer


> by *nearly* getting what we so desperately crave,


> but not giving us enough time to actually manage


> it!!!!!!!


>


> only joking


>


> (about the watching part!!!! )


>


>


> anyway, i tried this morning and failed, BUT i did


> have some good news (as such) last night which may


> help me to manage it next week!!!


>


>


> My wife as started her period, so there will be no


> sex on saturday night (but our girly night is still


> going ahead!)


>


> But, due to my wife been home etc, i will not be


> able to have another go at Roger until Monday


> morning, which will mark the start of 5 days of


> Rogering!! (why oh why didn't it click i'll never


> know - i was going to call it Jason, but changed my


> mind at the last minute)


>


> i am renewing and enforcing my efforts not to cum


> unless it is by Roger. To this end, i am going to


> TRY to stop reading any erotic stories and touching


> myself at all over the weekend. although i think


> saturday night may be hard.


>


> this must be possible i have to believe it!!!, if


> i haven't cum after next friday morning, i am going


> to let Bruce have his way on Friday lunchtime - he


> is much bigger and may just hit the spot!!! - if


> Bruce doesn't then nothing will!!!!!!


>


> Oh - and i need a new biscuit tin, as todays


> efforts have almost completely wiped out my existing


> one - i ws going at it that hard.


>


>


> Everything is still on for tomorrow night - toe


> and fingernails, makeup, with the possibility of


> shaving -i reminded my wife and she said that she


> may call and get some shaving mousse. i said i


> would get it (i already have some from a previous


> attempt a couple of years ago) but she said that i


> would probably bring back hair mousse so i should


> leave it to her. there is a light that i may have


> my legs shaved or at least part of them.


>


> i also asked her for a sexy babydoll type nightie


> that i can wear. at first she just laughed, but


> after a bit of cojolling i think she is getting me


> one today.


>


> my own sexy nightie, pedicure, manicure, make up


> and (possibly) shaved legs - i wil need all my


> resolve not to cum


>


> by the way i am still going to get dressed up and


> pleasure Bruce at dinnertime, just because i really


> want to. Bruce, Bruce Bruce, just saying the name


> is getting me aroused (far more aroused than Roger).


> what a lucky man he is. i wake up to Roger, but


> make a special journey just to pleasure Bruce.


>


> got to go now, work is calling


>


> *hugs and kisses*


>


> susan


>


> p.s. after i had printed the picture of Bruce, i


> wrote on it "to Bruce, love Susan" and kissed it


> leaving a perfect lipstick mark.

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Assignment x report no.6

susan,







i only have a few minutes now, but i wanted


to tell you that i found your description of


doing Bruce *very hot*. that afterglow that


you mentioned - that sounds fascinating. i


don't think that i have ever experienced


anything like that, at least not that i've


noticed. please stay aware of that feeling


and keep me posted!






i think that calling up the shop to ask


about trying on the dress sounds like a


smart idea. the worst that would happen,


i suppose, is that they say "no", and, when


you go in anyway to buy the dress, they'll


all know who the sissy was who called!


but they would know anyway who you were


buying the dress for, so what would be lost?






*hugs*


charmane



--- susan rhodes  wrote:






> it looks like roger has gone right off me as he has


> not turned up today either.



how like a man! :) either he's stopped by the


pub for a few, or else he's gotten lost and


won't ask for directions! :):)



> a quick note to say that a mailshot man nearly got


> an eyeful



whoa!



> i had come home, got dissapoointed that roger had


> not turned up, but decided to console myself and see


> Bruce. i attached by breast forms (no bra), and had


> on holdups and a black thong. i realised that i


> hadn't any frozen cum except in the garage freezer,


> so i decided to put on a black shirt, my back zip


> black trousers and couldn't decide about wearing my


> heels. i opened the door with my heels on and


> looked out, saw a women with a child and quickly


> shut the door.


>


> i decided then that some slippers may be more


> appropriate (just in case - we live in a corner plot


> and the garage is round the side and our neighbours


> were in) and as i was putting them on i saw someone


> approach the door. Rogers Here at last!! i squeeled


> with delight and thinking that the postman may have


> trouble pushing Roger through the letterbox i flung


> the door open without a care in the world. the


> mailshot man just glanced at me and said "Oh!". i


> am not sure if he realised what i was wearing.



LOL!



> still feeling brave i then walked to the garage


> while the mailshot man was next door, and i know he


> looked over again. Pity he didn't come back and


> knock!!!!!!!!!



you are SO daring!



> i am now off to get slutted up for Bruce



you go, girl!



> Love susan

Assignment x report Part 5

honey,







don't fret about it. i'm frankly


surprised that it hadn't happened


earlier. and, as you said, there


was no earth-shattering orgasm,


just a release of built-up cum.






i'm still crossing my fingers and


hoping that things go off well


with Roger!






*hugs*


charmane



--- susan rhodes wrote:






> hi charmane


> it just happened


>


> i had composed the email below but did not have


> time to send it, most of that still stands though.


>


>


> i was reading a story and i touched myself for


> about 2 seconds, literally, it was that quick. i


> felt the sap rising and just froze. a voice in my


> head shouted Nooooooooo, but it was too late.


>


> I felt some cum, let me rephrase that i felt a LOT


> of cum spill out of me into my underwear. however


> there was no earth shattering orgasm that went with


> it.


>


> i quickly ran to the toilet and gathered as much


> as i could up and ate it. the taste of this fresh


> cum was nothing short of MARVELLOUS. i usually


> struggle to eat my cum after ejaculation (but i am


> trying to do so more often), but this time, whether


> it was the fact that i hadn't cum for a long time


> and i was just so horny for it, or that i didn't


> have a *proper* male orgasm i don't know, but i just


> dived into eating it like i did with Bruce.


>


> the fresh taste was lovely and i swilled it around


> on my tongue. i have never really liked the taste


> of cum, but this time it was beautiful.


>


> the strange thing was that i was still erect after


> this, so i am trying to look upon this as my body


> just having to release some cum, rather than an


> orgasm. there was no warm afterglow (see below)


>


> i am disappointed with myself though. i believe


> that the longer i went without cumming, the easier


> it would be with Roger (the name for my new dildo -


> Roger must have got lost on his way, maybe i should


> buy him satnav!!)


>


> i have cum now and that is that. i still feel the


> urge to do this properly, and struggled to sleep


> last night, so maybe i would have had a wet dream


> anyway.


>


>


> i will answer the other points in your email


> shortly, but i have had to do some work this morning


> and cannot get onto the pc


>


> and besides a couple of things i am consoling


> myself with


> 1) does every real women have an orgasm the first


> time?


> 2) does a real women have an orgasm every time?


>


> this sissy should accept the above and deal with


> it


>


>


> hi charmane


>


> i would just like to tell you how i felt after my


> last cocksucking session.


>


> as you are aware, my dildo didn't turn up and


> hence i couldn't follow your assignment. i am


> DESPERATELY trying to do this and it has been the


> focus of all of my thoughts since about half way


> through my holiday when i really decided to put all


> of my efforts into completing your assignment


> (although judging by the posts i may be the only


> one).


>


> at the moment this means everything to me and i am


> so grateful for your comments and support. without


> you i think i may have taken the easy route out of


> my frustrated state.


>


> i am even thinking more and more about a reward,


> but after reading the assignment again my reward


> would be cumming (IF i can manage it - i have a


> feeling that my timer will run out as i just get


> myself going!!!), and i have to carry out this


> assignment for a whole week every morning, so it may


> be a while before i get any reward!! (i was thinking


> of ringing the shop with the nice dress and asking


> if they had my size and if they minded a TV going


> into the shop and trying on a dress - this would


> then become a task of its own - hope i don't know


> anyone who works there!!!?)


>


> anyway, as stated in my last email, i was done up


> to the nines when i took of hold of my dildo


> (Bruce).


>


> i kissed Bruce on the top and slowly took him into


> my mouth. i then set a timer going to remind me


> every 5 mins to stop and touch up my lipstick. i


> started by kneeling against a bed and looking into a


> mirror, bobbing my head up and down on Bruce. My


> long lasting lipstick actually stayed on quite well


> when i eventually had to touch it up at 5mins. i


> don't think i let it dry onto my lips though, as


> from then on, the colour started to clump up (or it


> may have been the pace at which i was going)


>


> at 10 minutes and after about 6 times deep


> throating, i changed position and redid my lipstick.


>


> i leant my mirror on a small box (which i knelt


> astride) and fixed Bruce to my mirror. i had a


> great view of my lips around the cock and it was


> easier to deep throat in this position. then i


> found a newish trick, i kept my head still and moved


> the mirror back and forth - wow.


>


> on 15mins i remained in the same position, new


> lipstick and carefully sucked my now melted cum off


> Bruce, until there was only a little bit in the wine


> glass, which i then drank and swilled around my


> mouth. i then continued sucking until 20mins was up.


> i managed to take the full length of Bruce right


> down my throat on several occasions straight after


> each other, i.e."take this bitch all way down your


> throat and again and again" it was wonderful


>


> afterwards, when i cleaned up and went back to


> work, all i could taste was cum, and this has lasted


> for at least 4 hours!!! i must have bad breath to


> anyone who can't recognise the smell!!


>


> the main reason i am writing this though, is to


> inform you af the feeling i felt afterwards. I went


> on the net and read a few of my favourite stories


> again, and managed to keep my hands off my boyclit.


>


> after about 10mins i returned to work and felt a


> very mellow glow, that is hard to describe. i felt


> very relaxed and happy. all i did was suck a dildo


> for 20mins and eat some frozen cum. i had no


> visible signs that i had cum myself (only a little


> precum), and i felt no earth shattering orgasm or


> any other orgasm for that matter. just mellow


> relaxed and happy.


>


> i was very chilled out, and i wonder in my mind if


> this is because i have just pleasured a *man* or was


> it the chemicals in my cum?


>


> why am i so happy and mellow after 20minutes of


> sucking a dildo with no relief for myself??


>

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Assignment X report Part 3

hi susan!







i just have time for a quick note to tell


you that i'm SO much enjoying your posts,


and i'm definitely wishing you success!






BTW, i agree, that lovely dress would be


a *perfect* reward!






*hugs*


charmane



--- susan rhodes wrote:



> hi charmane


>


> thanks for the reply, i really enjoyed what you


> have had to say, and it has made me proud that i


> have waited, sorry am waiting to do the assignment


> properly.


>


> as i have not been able to think of anything else


> since yesterday, i will let you know my plans for


> today (hopefully it is today as they have taken the


> money from my credit card!).


>


> i am currently dressed in a black thong with black


> hold up stockings underneath my work clothes (shirt,


> tie and trousers, male shoes). i put on some socks


> this morning, but i have just decided to take them


> off and i am now curently showing my stockings at my


> ankles as i am sat down. (at work all files are in


> the filing cabinets in the general office, so i hope


> that i won't have to get one from the bottom files


> as the stockings are of a type which do not really


> pass has socks - they are quite shear)


>


> when i get home at dinner time (about 3hours


> 22mins and 30 seconds to go, but who's counting?) i


> intend to attach my silicone breast forms to my


> chest, then put on a bra and strip to my underwear


> (stockings, bra, thong all black matching)


>


> i was going to get straight down to the new dildo,


> but i have decided to "spruce it up" a little by the


> following.


> i am going to suck on my "realistic" dildo


> (wearing lipstick of course) for 10 minutes, to


> "warm" by boyfriend up. i will then let him have my


> way (using the new dildo) in the three positions as


> directed, i will then suck him clean (switching


> dildos).


>


> in order that i don't lose any of my cum (assuming


> that i manage to cum) i am thinking about putting on


> a condom, which i will then turn inside out as i


> suck my "boyfriend" clean. this i hope will also


> help remind me not to touch my boyclit during this


> lovemaking.


>


> can't think of anything else now, i NEED this


> badly.


>


> susan


>


> just a note to add what happenend yesterday, as my


> dildo didn't come, i set about sucking on my


> realistic dildo with a passion like never before.


> It probably wasn't the best blow job i had given the


> dildo ( i was gipping a few times as i deep throated


> it), but IT WAS the most passionate. if it had been


> a real man, he wouldn't have lasted the 20mins for


> sure, probably not even 5!!


>


> i was at it like my life depended on it, and i


> have to say that i thoroughly enjoyed it.


>


> i often have difficulty eating my cum (as i know


> many sissys do directly after orgasm), but i could


> have eaten gallons of the stuff yesterday, and i


> didn't clean my teeth, so i went back to work with


> cum breath!


>


> in fact it has slightly changed my point of view


>


> i was thinking "can't wait to get off using my new


> dildo", now it is "what if i don't come????, can i


> stand anymore??" and i have read a few posts where


> other sissys have said that a sissy is just there


> for the enjoyment of others, so i now think that if


> i don't come then i will make sure that my sucking


> dildo does!! my thinking on this is that


> sometimes real women don't have an orgasm, but their


> boyfriends do, so this sissy should be willing to


> accept that.


>


>


> why won't that clock go any faster?????


>


> p.s. thanks for the tip - i will take some rubber


> bands home with me just in case.


>


> oh and one more thing - keep an eye on the news


> for a 35 year old man dressed in womens clothes


> arrested for indecently assaulting a carrot!!!!

Assignment X report No.2

NIGHTMARE



>


> my dildo hasn't arrived



oh, susan, you poor, poor, POOR, dear!



> i am sitting here shaking in anticipation, but


> with nothing to use



oh my god!



> useless postal service, don't they know how


> desperate i am



useless prix!



> i am going to suck my dildo instead and use some


> frozen cum so at least i get something out of today.



frozen cum - should definitely be a household


staple for any sissy! :)






HOW MANY OF YOU LISTENING OUT THERE HAVE FROZEN


CUM TO FALL BACK ON IN AN EMERGENCY?????






WELL, GET CRACKING!!!! OR WHATEVER!!!



> i will not cum, as i am determined to do this


> assignment right.



thatta girl! i'm impressed by your fortitude.


who ever said that sissies were wimps? not i!



> Hi charmane - i hope you aren't too disappointed


> that i haven't completed yet, hopefully it will be


> tomorrow.



LOL, i'm not *nearly* as disappointed as *you*

must be!



but, seriously, i *am* so looking forward to

hearing about it *tomorrow*.



> anyway, this is the dildo i am expecting:


>


>


>


http://www.sexy2use.co.uk/sport%2dpurple%2dsilicone%2ddildo%2d170015%2ehtml

(sorry folks, the link doesn't work anymore, but it was a small purple dildo similar to what the assignment asked for)

very nice. i have one of those, too! i've


found, though, that the lube can make it very


hard to keep hold of if you don't have some


kind of harness for it. (the fact that it is


asymmetrical means that it has a tendency to


twist around inside.) if all else fails,


i've had success using heavy-duy rubberbands


to attach it to something that i can hold


on to.



> I HOPE IT WORKS OR ELSE I AM GOING TO BE ONE


> FRUSTRATED SISSY.



you along with the rest of us! :)






perhaps some sort of fall-back plan is


in order. let's see... if it doesn't


arrive, you could... jump the postal carrier!


:) no, wait, you could... go to the


grocery store and fondle the carrots! :)


maybe find a nice zucchini to take home!





> love susan



good luck! i hope it all works out well.


i'll be thinking of you.






*hugs*


charmane