Thursday, May 17, 2012

as mentioned in previous posts i love disney, and this photo made me smile.  i wonder how many men would love to be in the position of jack sparrow, chased by all theses beautiful women, whereas i imagine myself as rapunzel!!

i am lucky enough to be going to florida again in a couple of weeks time.  apart from having a nice holiday, everytime i have returned from florida, i have been in a major sissy mood, so hopefully this will help to drag the sissy back into me!!

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

its coming back little by little

Hi all
i am not yet fully back into a girlish mode, but have been feeling more like it over the past couple of days (thanks for the encouragement - Happy Pet)

i have been reading tumblr a bit, although i admit that i hadn't really heard of it or used it before.  i have been getting a bit worked up.

meanwhile at work the company is "busy", but i can cope quite easily with the work, so much so, i offered to help one of our sub-contractors, who had said she was very busy, by writing some documentation for them.  the lady in their office was very grateful and actually replied "Thank you so much, if ever you are in need of sexual gratification, I would be happy to help you out in exchange for your understanding on this occasion."

as a man i have never been offered this before!!

however as a sissy, this does not interest me!!

so i laughed a little and said thanks.

today, i offered again, and this is how the conversation went......

"Do you want me to help you out?"

Your offer is like music from heaven to me at this time, and very much appreciated

"No problem, Glad to be of help to you"

Will you marry me?

* thinking i had to put something a bit sissyish in... *

"I am willing to serve you, clean up and cook will that do? Do anything that makes your life better."

I love you and when I am next in the office I will come to your room, shut the door and pleasure you in whatever you require.

"Making you happy is all the pleasure I need"

So i am currently dreaming that this might lead to me been dressed like this on a weekend and serving a Mistress...

Monday, May 07, 2012

Far far too long

Well it has been far too long since i posted anything, and the main reasons are...

1) i have just not felt sissyish for over 5 weeks - it is just not happening!.  i somethimes have a quick sissy urge as i read a story that hits a nerve, but the feeling soon disappears.  i am pretty mush just going through life at the minute as a male.

2) due partly to the above, nothing of any interest has happened to me.

the only things i would like to mention are that i had a couple of days off work, and on one of them i got dressed up, trying to almost force the sissyness back into me, but after a couple of hours or so the desire had totally drained away and i just went back to been a man with a few diy jobs to do.

i can't even motivate myself to add a picture to this post!!

one thing i will let everyone know about is

the mistress there is very good, and the community is slowly starting to build.  i was an active member, but i just keep checking in now and then.  again mostly due to the lack of sissy motivation.

hopefully some of you will find it of interest.