Monday, January 23, 2012

new sissy phone, well actually just a new phone...

i have recently treated myself to a new phone, and have finally bought a smartphone (a samsung galaxy s2 to be precise)

i love the phone as it can do loads of stuff like connect to the internet, games etc.

so my sissy side is not wasted or lost in this macho techno thinking, one of the forst games i downloaded was "top girl" where i dress / style a girl, do jobs (no not that kind...) and get / keep boyfriends.

i am quite a way into it now (in New York for anyone who has played it).  the game is probably aimed at 12-14 yr old girls, but i am trying to keep in a girly state of mind, and what can be more girly than to keep checking my phone to see if my boyfriend needs a date/kiss or if some clothes are available...

if anyone knows of any other good "girly" games, or any sissy type apps that i should have, please let me know


Friday, January 06, 2012

Part 4 - The final chapter???

after logging off the site, i was despondant.  having gone to all that trouble i had just about wasted a full day, turned down several offers (about 15 or so!!), and had refrained from touching myself.

on a positive note though, i had spent the day as a girl and done only girly things which illustrated what i already knew - it takes a lot of time to be a girl!!

however as i only had the house to myself for another hour or so, i decided to put on some makeup and take a couple of photos of how i was dressed.  my initial plan was i will show him what he has just missed out on  (for the uk people - i call it a bullseye moment - lets look what you could have had!!)

after the photos i watched some porn and decided to bring myself to orgasm, which i did, but it was a little different.  i was sort of semi-hard, not hard-hard, and when i did cum i felt like i was pumping loads into a glass but when i looked i only found a very small amount.  i even felt around the floor as i thought i must have missed the glass, but nothing.  i had not cum for over 5 days and i am by no means a  "heavy cummer" but there literally about 4 drops of cum.  very strange. (the next day i masturbated and cum as normal).  maybe the girl in me had taken over!

here are the photos....

if you have read this far, then you will probably have either nothing better to do or were in some interested in what i had to say, so any comments would be appreciated.......

should i send one of these photos to him?
should i give him another chance?
should i just forget him?
should i just stop trying to arange some sissy sex for myself?

Thursday, January 05, 2012

part 3 - the dressing / afternoon

continuing on from the morning i ate some lunch (just an apple and a slice of toast), hopefully to top up my energy.

i was getting very excited, but surprisingly remained "soft" throughout.  i don't think i got an erection all day.  i was very busy and time was going very fast.

having tried on my lingerie earlier, it was time to start getting dressed for the big date.  i was going to go for a simple bra and stockings, but decided since this was supposed to be our wedding night i would go for a pink and black basque, black lace top stockings and a black thong with pink trimmings.  i got the basque in a sale at ann summers (£8) and it was a bargain, just didn't have the occasion to wear it until now.

i intended to wear a simple black pleated miniskirt and a black blouse that is just like a mans shirt, but cut differently if you know what i mean, with 4" black heels.

i wanted to go for the demure, classy look, but then take it off to reveal a sex bombshell underneath.

i have a couple of photos that i will add onto the next post

time continued to tick away, without any further contact. it got to about 1.30pm and i decided that i should just set off in the general direction and then satnav my way once my husband got back to me.  i assumed he was waiting for his "sister (wife)" to leave at 2.00pm and then he would message me.

during this time i was still fending off other admirers

then at the last minute (1.55pm) i got the following message.....

sorry baby change of plan. son and his wife just turned up

at least i hadn't set off.......

it wasn't unexpected, as for the last hour or so i could just feel that it was going to go wrong.  but i was disappointed and a little mad as i maybe could have taken up one of the other offers.

we exchanged a few more messages as follows.

will they be staying long??

till sister gets home at 4-30. sorry my darling wife. dont be angry

i am just absolutely gutted, YOU would have had such a good time.

i am gutted too darling. was looking forward to our honeymoon xxxxxxxx

i am just about to get myself off using my dildo. REALLY wanted it to be you though

sorry babe, can we arrange again. what about hotel fun then no interuptions?

definately - i can set off now!!! - if you want
i will have to see what work brings tomorrow, and it wil have to be a monday or tuesday night though

cant now family here. monday or tuesday would be ideal

pity, today is the best day for me, i could have met you somewhere about 4.30-5

i will have to check with work next work, as i often work nights.
any evening will be good for me

ok i will have to see how it goes in the next week or so

you still have a loving husband darling

and that was the last message between us.
maybe it was genuine?
part 2 - the morning

i was in major, major sissy mode....
i didn't sleep very well, due to all of the excitement.  i got up at about 7.30am and started to plan the day ahead.  i was not meeting my husband until 2.00pm, although i would have to leave at about 1.00pm to make sure i got there in time.

first things first - breakfast - need the food for energy.  dressed in bra, panties and a dress with some flat shoes i went downstairs and had breakfast.  after breakfast i went to the toilet and then gave myself an enema (used a large syringe and warm water) to flush and clean myself out.  repeated this a few times over the next hour or so.

while having breakfast i watched some youtube videos on make-up and answered a few messages.  i had logged on to the website (  if anyone is interested - i am not promoting it or slagging it off, my experience remains "neutral")  i got several offers which was a boost to my confidence (i had uploaded a picture and everyone said i looked nice etc) all of who wanted to meet that day or in the near future.  none particularly stood out, but by the end of the morning i had literally got fed up with saying no to people (okay i know that having admirers is not a bad thing, but i was waiting for messages from my husband)

i did respond to a fellow TV and we had a girly chat, and became friends.

my husband did log on and our initial exchange is as below.

morning susan

good morning hubby

how are you today

very well, how are you?

horny for my wife

desperate for my husband!!

thinking lots of dirty things about you

such as?

what you will be doing to me. i assume you have something that you can bend me over....

yes the kitchen sink or the washing machine


are we still on for today then?

after 2 hopefully.. while you are here may get you doing some housework. maybe hand wash my other wifes knickers i know you are going to take advantage of me (thats why i am coming!!)

cleaning/handwashing no problem, i am your wife after all and i will do ANYTHING you ask

chores will come later in our marriage. as far as i am concerned the woman i live with is now my sister. you will take her place as my wife. you will bring the condoms too dont want to get you pregnant yet

i have already got the condoms, and i am getting my handbag together as we speak. i don't mind if there are chores to do today, as long as there is time. don't want to distract from our wedding night

tell your sister that she can maid of honour!! lol

i will keep checking back.

i planned to spend the morning trying on clothes and doing my makeup so i could look my best.  i really wanted to nail the makeup, as i didn't want to waste too much time putting it on when i got there.  so inbetween the messages, i attached my silicone breasts to my chest and in bra and panties practiced putting on my makeup, different styles etc.

time soon passed and i recieved the following message from my husband at about 10.45am

good message you soon, sister just came in

i responded with...

tell your sister that she can maid of honour!! lol 

i will keep checking back.

my idea was to be completely dressed in my lingerie, with just a jumper and trousers over the top.  i could then quickly do my makeup, pop on a skirt and blouse, add wig, instant sissy!!

time passed on and i had heard nothing so i sent a message to remind him, i just know how men can be so forgetful

as your sister left yet?

don't forget i am about 45mins drive away!!

Wednesday, January 04, 2012

Part 1

so this is how it all started.....(the man i am talking to is a bit of a TV himself, but he did say that he would be a man for me, as you will see..)

how are you tonight x

i am very well thank you. hope you are well too.
isn't the feel of panties nad stockings just the best!!

yes love it. encased in pretty lingerie

i love the feeling of pulling up a pair of tights or stockings and how my clothes feel against them

me too. though i am not convincing. happy to be a man 4 u

i would say that i am not that convincing either (see my profile pic)

looks good 2 me

thanks, a girl likes to hear compliments!
what is your favourite look on a girl?

classy but sexy

one of my favourites is the sexy secretary, stockings, tight short skirt, white blouse, heels

could you play my younger wife

if it is a sexless marriage, then no!!
otherwise i am sure i could be your wife, but i think i would be sexier than a normal wife

not a sexless marriage. want you 2 be my wife and sex-toy

wouldn't have much time for cooking and cleaning!

no def not and no nagging either

you might go hungry though - i could have something to eat!!

do tell

i would consider part of my duties as your wife to make sure you were happy, and i can think of something that i would like to get my mouth around

thats what i want a dutiful wife

so when can we "get married" ?
i am free tomorrow during the day and can travel but can't accomodate

afternoon at 2ish wife

sounds fine ( a bit earlier would be better and give us (me) more time) but i can make 2pm work

will message you in the morning then with my address

excellant - feeling giddy now.

if you have anything particular that you would like me to wear then just let me know.
i suppose this is now my hen night!!
have you any more pics

i only have one saved on here.

can i see yours? (sent along a picture of me in a miniskirt adjusting my suspenders)
mine are in tights suppose so. just wear sexy undies future wife

ok. i can prob sort some out for early in the morning if you want some more pics.

dont matter i will see you in the flesh anyway

i am going to bed now, hopefully see you sometime tomorrow.


one more thing u bring the condoms. i will get carried away and forget

ok, i will ( i assume you are ok with the safe sex oral and anal etc as my profile)

must remember to get some flavoured ones

if thats what you want. dont mind sucking you without a condom though

i would prefer it my cock stays in my panties, so i can focus all my attention to you

ok no problem wife

thanks, i don't want any misunderstandings to ruin our wedding night.


I went to bed then, didn't sleep well!! but the next morning i noticed i had recieved this message and then i responded..

ok understood. i forgot that bit dont nag me wife

ok no more nagging. can't wait to see you today, lover


As you can see, i tried to be flirty, fitting my life around my "husbands".  not sure if i carried it off

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

just to let you all know - it didn't happen.  too mad / sad to go into details.  will post in a  day or so.

Monday, January 02, 2012

a quick post - sort of arranged a date for tomorrow to be an older mans young wife.  hopefully something will cum of this....