Thursday, April 09, 2015

bit of shopping

So i have had a girly shopping spree.

i have been searching for a perfect dress again in case i managed to arrange another meeting - i want to wow any man who sees me!

So after the zipper accident on the previous black dress i decided to buy the same dress again in a larger size.  So i did.  It came, i tried it on and the zipper broke.  This time instead of the zip splitting in the middle it split from the bottom.  Apart from the frustration, this is when i had a lightbulb moment.

Why not get a stronger zip put in it as obviously this is a zip problem.  i was at home trying this larger dress on so i had access to some pins to see what it looked like.  it didn't fit as well as the smaller size, so now i am torn as to buy the smaller size again (i threw the last one out) or just go with the larger one with a fixed zip.

i am losing weight though and the smaller one did feel better!!

so i have just ordered another, from amazon this time (same dress but less wait time)

However i have also ordered and got the following

A pink skirt 15" long

This is quite short, but was described as zip fastening - its not, just an elastic waist.  Not sure what i would wear with (but i did drive home in it today!)  more of a beach cover up skirt really.

White peplum dress

this on the other hand is lovely
it is quite tight fitting and the picture does not show a bow that is tied at the rear around the waist.
it is short, but not short enough to show my panties, and very feminine.  i just don't know when i will find a suitable occasion to wear it - maybe a wedding, formal night out.

i also don't have any shoes that i think go with it. i think that with a plain white dress i need some statement sandals.

it is not a dress to wear suspenders and stockings beneath - just shaved legs, but some nice white underwear wouldn't go a miss

stripe dress 30.3" long

i bought this on a whim.
i was not sure if i would like it, but the measurements said it was very short.  it is.
it barely covers my bum
i think unless you are going for the tarty look, then tights and big pants are a necessity!!
i do like it though!!

if anyone has any suggestions on how, where or what i should wear with the dresses above, please let me know

Sunday, March 22, 2015

sissystaion lucky dip 3

18        You are to go to a pharmacy or department store and buy yourself a bottle of nail polish. Don't buy a quick drying polish - they don't stay on long enough for your needs.
Chose the brightest red you can find. NOT the first one you find. By all means pick this one up but compare it with all the others on sale to make sure it is the very brightest red nail polish in the whole shop before you buy it. When you are happy that you have the very brightest available, buy a set of toe-spreaders and a nail file or emery board as well.
Do not buy nail polish remover. If you already have some, throw it away. That way you can't change your mind after an orgasm.
Go home and set aside at least an hour. Wash your feet thoroughly. Lightly file the ends of your toenails so they have no sharp edges and are slightly rounded.
Now fit your toe-spreaders. It feels uncomfortable at first, but your foot will soon relax. Shake the bottle of polish and unscrew the cap. Savour that smell. In time, it will become very familiar to you. Paint your toenails. Take your time; if you rush you will make a mistake. Wipe the excess varnish off the brush against the bottle rim. You are better to apply lots of thin coats than one thick one that won't dry well. Apply a single stroke down the centre of the first nail (start with your big toe, it's a big target!) from just beyond the base to the tip. If your nails are long enough, run slightly over the edge at the tip; this will reduce the chances of the polish lifting off. Apply a further stroke either side and lastly across the base if required. Don't redo a stroke you think it looks too uneven; you will only smear drying varnish and make a mess. You are going to build up the colour in layers, so uneven colour will be hidden. However, the rough texture of smeared polish will not be covered.
Repeat on your other toenails, and then let them dry. Admire the feminising effect painting your nails has. Then apply a second coat. Again, let it dry thoroughly. If the colour is still a little thin or uneven, apply a third coat and let this dry.
No matter how excited you are, don't put pantyhose or shoes on until you are certain the polish is completely dry.
Now go about your normal activities. Painted nails will look fabulous through pantyhose so they are strongly recommended. Keep your nails painted for a week before you go shopping for nail polish remover. At work, keep reminding yourself that you have painted toenails. Imagine how your colleagues would react! If any of your colleagues have painted nails on show, ask yourself if you would like to wear their colour next time. Maybe they'll lend it to you if you ask nicely...

19        This is one for sissies with a wife or girlfriend.
Offer your partner a weekend of pampering as a special treat. If she is suspicious of your sudden change in behaviour, tell her that she deserves it for putting up with you or that you've done.
Explain that you will wait hand & foot on your partner, that you will do whatever she wants, bring breakfast in bed, take her out to dinner (better have this pre-arranged!) & she is not to lift a finger all weekend. If she wants to go shopping, go willingly, carry the bags, and buy something for her. Most of all be the most attentive lover you have ever been. Remember, her pleasure is all. Yours is incidental.
Offer to bathe her, dress her, paint her toenails. She is almost certain to let you do the latter.
So, you get to paint her nails. Let her choose the colour, of course. As you work, talk positively about how much you like painted nails, how different her feet look with them, how much you're enjoying doing it, etc. Try to sound interested and a little envious. If she doesn't offer to do yours for you, make a joke of asking if she'd like to. She'll either think this is a great idea or be glad you're only joking. Either way, you haven't lost anything.
If you do get your toenails painted, make a point of not wearing anything on your feet, so they are constantly on show. Make it clear you are happy to show off your nails. See where it leads.
Even if no crossdressing occurs, you can get your pleasure from serving your 'Mistress'. Be sure to show your subservience. Maybe call her 'Mistress' if the mood is right. Bow on receiving a request (or command), or curtsy if you dare. If the mood is right, ask if she wishes to punish you for any misdemeanours.
Remember, her pleasure is all. Yours is incidental.

20        Make up. Don't you just love it? It can make such a difference to someone's appearance, can't it? With skill and the right tools, one can make eyes appear larger, smaller, closer together, further apart, bright, sleepy, seductive, scary. Lips can appear summery, sultry, fatter, thinner, glossy.
You are to write down a detailed description of the make up of every woman you interact with each day. If you don't see many women close up, write about TV presenters or soap characters. Describe her foundation, blush, eyebrows, eye make up (liner, shadow(s), mascara) and lip make up (lipstick, pencil, gloss). A short comment on her clothing and hair may help place the make up in context for future reference.
Don't just write 'black eyeliner, black mascara'. Describe the exact location of the line, its width, whether it tapers, and so on. For mascara, describe whether this has been applied lightly or heavily, clumped or separated, to outer lashes of upper lid or all over both upper & lower lashes. Describe the colour, position, blending and effect of any eye shadow.
Practice now on this image
As your eye becomes more experienced, you will be able to describe someone's make up as well as any woman. You will take a new look at people you thought you knew well. You will start to recognise the superior make up skills of some women over others. When you find you can do this easily, think how the poor quality make up could be improved; different colours, different position, a lighter touch, maybe?
When you have 25 make up reports written down, sit in front of a mirror and look at your own face. What make up would suit you? Chose a look for day and another for evening. Write it down. Now you have a plan for your own make up. Why not buy what you need and practice?

21        For this task, you will need a lipstick and a compact mirror (one of those fold up mirrors for your handbag/purse). You can choose the colour lipstick you use. A nude colour would be more discrete, but then when were you ever discrete?
You are to go into a large shopping centre/mall at the weekend, when it will be busy. You will have your lipstick and compact with you (you should really be carrying these at all times anyway, sissy).
Take a break from your shopping for pretty clothes to sit and rest for a few minutes. Stop at a cafe for a drink. After your coffee, take out your lipstick and mirror.
You know what you have to do next, don't you sissy?
That's right.
Uncap your lipstick. Wind up the creamy, phallic column of colour. Look at your lips in the mirror. Bring the lipstick to your mouth. Smell its unmistakeable scent. Stretch your lips over your teeth like an experienced make up user. Run the lipstick over your lips, taking care not to make a wobbly lipline. Blot your lips with a tissue, then repeat. Admire your handiwork. If you've used a nude lipstick, the result may be quite subtle, but everyone in the cafe will have watched you.
What a sissy! No real man would even think of doing what you've just done. That's what they'll be thinking. And they'd be right, wouldn't they? You aren't a real man, you're a sissy who is prepared to put lipstick on in public for the humiliating thrill it gives you.
Good girl.
Now you've done it once, it's easier the second time so next time take a lip gloss as well and finish your lips off with a sticky, wet shine. Maybe mascara and some powder, too. You know you will do this, sissy. You can picture yourself sitting there right now, can't you, girl?

22        For this task you will need pantyhose. If you don't already have some (and I can't believe you don't) buy black 10 denier that will fit you.
This is another shopping humiliation. Wear your pantyhose under your male clothes. DON'T wear socks, but wear your 'male' shoes. You will only display the merest hint of ankle when walking and no-one will notice.
But that isn't your task.
Your task is to go shopping for shoes. If you're really scared at the thought of trying on women's shoes, don't worry. For this task, you can browse men's shoes if you prefer. Your challenge is to try on at least two pairs of shoes. I hope you get help from a sales assistant. I hope it's a woman.
Just imagine; after browsing the display you ask to try on a pair of shoes. You sit and undo your brogues or trainers or whatever. You hesitate to kick off your shoes just yet. After all, you're wearing pantyhose. So, you wait for the assistant to return.
She kneels at your feet and fiddles with the laces of your chosen new shoes. She waits for you to remove yours. She's probably noticed your ankles and doesn't want to miss this. You will be the highlight of her mundane day. You slip your feet out and feel the sudden cool rush of air on your sweaty nylons. She stifles a snigger and her face is contorted to stop her bursting into a grin. She cups your heel in her hand and, despite the intense embarrassment, you feel very aroused at a stranger touching your pantyhose.
She slides your new shoes onto your feet. As always, they slide easily over nylon. "How do they feel, Sir?" If you say they feel loose, maybe she'll offer you a pair of socks. Maybe she'll offer you some women's shoes. Or some pantyhose when you checkout.
If you're feeling adventurous, shave your legs and paint your toenails, too.
You can do this. You can see it happening, can't you. Do it.

23        This task has two parts. Both are to do with your public identity as a sissy.
The first step is to get an appropriate email address, if you don't have one already. It must be clear to anyone who gets a mail from you (using that address) that you are a sissy. There are many free and (fairly) anonymous web-based services you can use. Any address at will instantly signify your sissiness, for example. Otherwise, incorporate sissy, maid, girl, tv or whatever, into your name email name.
The second step is to tell someone that you are a sissy (not just the sign up page at your new mail server). This is harder. What options do you have? You could try telling your partner (if you have one, but we both know you won't do this); make a random phone call to a stranger (but likely to be viewed as a nuisance call); call a telephone helpline for people with personal problems; better still, a customer support helpline; contact a TV or radio phone in; or email someone you hope will be sympathetic.
If you choose the last and easiest option you must also include details of your level of experience, your bravest public venture and your sexiest fantasy. This is to make you think about your sissiness and stop you just casually sending the message "I'm a sissy". I will accept your confessions if you really can't think of anyone else.

24        Have you ever wondered what it would be like to have sensitive nipples like a woman? Wouldn't you like to get close to orgasm just by caressing them?
Maybe you can.
For this task, you will need two clothespins/pegs, two bulldog clips or a pair of nipple clamps if you have them.
The setting is important. Allow yourself plenty of time. Maybe line up some sexy stories from the net, a video or a selection of women's magazines. Strip naked. Make sure the room is warm enough. Attach a clamp to each nipple so that it squeezes only the nipple, not the surrounding areola. You will feel an intense pain a first but persevere and a warm rush will take over. Aim to keep the clamps on for at least 30 minutes the first time. Watch or read something sexy. Masturbate if you wish, but do not cum.
When you can bear it no longer, remove the clamps. Again, an intense surge of pain as the blood rushes back into your nipples. Now notice how sensitive they feel. This could last up to 24hrs, so make the most of it. Wear something sensual that will brush your nipples, like a silky bra, camisole, blouse or shirt. From time to time, caress your breasts through the material. Brush against your nipples. You don't need to be told to do that, do you, sissy? Do you feel aroused? Do you long for your nipples to be this sensitive all the time? Well, they could be... you just have to take female hormones to grow breasts and shrivel up your already-pathetic boyclit. Would you like that?

25        Panties.
(If you already live in panties, this task is not for you.)
What is it about a single item of clothing that can make it so exciting for a sissy? Half the world's population wear them every day, yet some sissies would have a coronary at the thought of wearing a pair of panties. Not from fear, but from excitement.
You are a sissy, aren't you? You would dearly love to replace all your male underwear with silk, satin, mesh and lace panties, strings, thongs and knickers; to reach in your underwear drawer each morning and pull out a pair of black, silk bikinis with lace trim, slide them up your legs, snuggle the soft material around your buttocks and tuck in your boyclit and sissyballs.
So, what's stopping you?
You are to buy seven pairs of panties in your size in one trip from one store. No multipacks. No duplicates. Seven different combinations of style, colour and fabric. What will the shop assistant think when you take so many pairs of panties to the checkout? It's a very odd present for a woman. They must be for you. If she makes any comment, tell her the truth.
Go to a public toilet and change into one of the pairs of panties. Leave your male underwear behind. You won't be needing it again.
Every day, select a new pair of panties to wear and discard an item of male underwear. Enjoy the sensation of silk, satin and lace on your body. Does it make you feel feminine? Imagine, you could be the one wearing the sexiest panties at work. Fantasise about who might have naughtier underwear. You can masturbate, but do not cum.
Every evening, lovingly hand wash your worn panties so you always have a plentiful supply. Keep doing this and you will soon run out of male underclothes. But you won't miss them, will you, sissy?

Monday, March 16, 2015

sissystation lucky dip 2

10        This task involves a shopping trip and a subtle change in your appearance.
Go to the hosiery section of a department store and buy three pairs of black, fishnet tights. How often do you think anyone (male or female) buys this many?
When you go to pay, the assistant will know you are a kinky, perverted sissy who is going to wear fishnets like a cheap tart.
And she (let's hope it's a woman) would be right.
Be sure to ask if they offer a loyalty card - some stores have a 'hosiery card' for frequent pantyhose shoppers. Make sure you sign up, sissy girl.
You are going to wear your black fishnets under your male clothes for the next two weeks, 24 hours a day, seven days a week. No exceptions. You are NOT to wear socks. It is easy to hide your mesh ankles when standing, but sitting will be impossible. With a little stretch of the imagination, sheer (or semi-sheer) hose could be passed off as expensive, sheer, silk socks, but fishnets? They're obvious from yards away. I hope you don't have to sit facing anyone at work!
Change into a fresh pair each night and morning and hand wash the dirty ones, ready for next time. Enjoy the sensation of fishnet under trousers; this is something few women ever get to experience. If you own a skirt, wear it at home for a more realistic experience of fishnets - the shorter the skirt the better!

11        Time for a shopping excursion, sissy.
You will be shopping for a bra, so if you don't know your bra size you will need to measure yourself.
Measure around your chest below where your breasts would sit if you had any (or just below them if you've got some!). This is your bust size. In the UK and USA this is in inches and bras are available in even numbers only. Your cup size is a letter (A, B, C, D, etc.) representing the size of your breasts. This is calculated by measuring around your chest at nipple height and subtracting your bust size, but unless you are carrying too much weight you will only be an AA, A or possibly B cup. 5" difference is an A. Your bra size is then given as 34AA, 36B, 38D, etc.
You are to buy two sports bras in your size. A sports bra is unlike an ordinary bra in that it is designed to firmly control a pair of bouncing breasts in vigorous activity. A sports bra looks a little like a short, cut-down, tight vest. You are to wear your new bras continually under your male clothes from now on. You can probably pass them off as a vest - from the front. You will only remove them to bathe, swap for a clean bra or change into a proper, under wired bra. Do you think you can manage that, sissy? How many consecutive days will you manage?

12        Go to a bookstore and browse the beauty books. Don't just look at the spines on the shelf, take each one down and flick through it. Which one would be most useful for you, as a 'girl in training'? Buy the one you choose.
What do you think the cashier will be thinking when you take a beauty book to the checkout? It could be a present for someone, but it isn't is it? If they offer to wrap it as a gift, tell the truth.

13        Today you're going to masturbate.
No doubt you do this a lot anyway, you dirty slut.
Masturbate, but don't cum for at least an hour. Bring yourself to the edge, but do NOT cum. While you play with your little boyclit, imagine this is the last orgasm you are allowed before being locked in permanent chastity. You want it to be good, don't you? Savour it. Stroke that pathetic little weenie as if you can never touch it again. Taste all the sticky pre-cum you produce. Convince yourself that, when you finally cum, you will drink it all down, just to know what it's like, because you won't get another chance.
You want to make this a memorable orgasm, don't you? Take a break from wanking and tie up your sissyballs. Pull them down together and wrap a stocking or a shoelace round the sac above them to keep them stretched. Make it tight. Make it painful. It hurts, but you feel even more horny. It will be harder still not to cum.
Wouldn't it be better still with some lubrication? Use some KY or baby oil or butter (improvise!) to lube your cock and wanking hand. Does that feel good, sissygirl?
Now your hand is nicely oiled, finger your sissy pussy with some more lube. Slowly ease one finger inside and fuck yourself, gradually building the rhythm. Then add a second finger, then a third. Use your free hand to beat the same rhythm on your boyclit.
Bring yourself to the edge, then recite these words out loud -
"I wish could feel a real cock inside me. I wish I had a real pussy instead of this pathetic, ugly cock. I will never be a real man. I wish I was a woman but I will only ever be a sissy. I promise to be more feminine in my thoughts, actions and appearance from this day forth. I will drink my cum to seal my pledge."

Now you may cum, but you WILL drink it. All of it. Savour it. Roll it round in your mouth like a fine wine, like you always fantasised a slutty girlfriend would do when you came in her mouth. Then do what you've promised.
You must recite these words every time you play with yourself. Or stop wanking. You know which you will choose...

14        If you work with female colleagues or have some female friends then this task is for you.
Choose a colleague who is wearing make up. If that gives you a choice, choose the look you most admire. Engage the person in polite conversation. Study her make up. She may or may not notice you staring. At some point in the conversation, you must compliment her on her make up. This is something a real man would never do, but then you aren't a real man, are you, sissy?
Suitable statements might be -
"I like how you've done your eyes"
or "that colour lipstick really suits you".
You could precede this with
"I couldn't help noticing"
or "you look great"
but you need to be very careful to not sound like you're hitting on them. You should try to make it sound like the sort of compliment a woman would pass. You're dying to talk to a woman about make up & clothes, like girlfriends together, aren't you, sissy? This could be a start.
If you get treated warmly, continue. Give her the impression you are interested in women's clothes and make up. Hardly acting is it, sissy? There isn't a day goes by you don't look at a woman and imagine yourself wearing something she has on. Comment on her hosiery or shoes - many women get obsessed with shoes and would love a man to notice what they're wearing. Or -
"That skirt (blouse) is lovely. Where did you get it?" is an interesting question to ask a woman. Just beware of sounding like you are eyeing them as a potential partner (unless you want that!) - you are purely aiming for a 'woman to woman' conversation about your lifelong obsession.
See where it leads, sissy. That is your challenge.

15 Take the following quiz.
Fancy dress parties, college initiations and theatrical experiences do NOT count.
Score –
0 for 'never done this'
1 for 'would like to do this one day'
2 for 'done this in private'
3 for 'done this in public' (if this option is possible)
4 for 'currently doing this' (if this option is possible)
5 for 'done this all day today' (if possible)
1 I have worn panties
2 I have worn pantyhose
3 I have worn a bra
4 I have worn lipstick
5 I have worn mascara
6 I have worn eye pencil and/or eye shadow
7 I have worn foundation
8 I have worn a dress or skirt
9 I have worn high heels
10 I have worn coloured nail polish on my toes
11 I have grown my fingernails very long or I have worn false nails
12 I have worn coloured nail polish on my fingers
13 I have shaved or waxed my legs
14 I have shaved or waxed my underarms
15 I have shaved or waxed my pubic hair
16 I have worn a feminine wig or styled my own hair femininely
17 I have worn perfume
18 I have worn feminine jewellery (ear-rings, bracelets, necklace, watch, etc.)
19 I have sucked a dildo
20 I have drunk my own cum
21 I have sucked a real cock
22 I have had a facial, manicure, pedicure or other beauty treatment at a salon
23 I have slept in a baby doll, hosiery and heels
24 I have done housework in a maid's uniform
25 I have spent the whole day dressed as a woman
What was your score?
0-25 - my, my, you have a long way to go don't you? Either you've come here by mistake or you are a very timid sissy. Go and start the Sissy Station Assignments NOW!
26-50 - well, at least you have actually had one or two sissy experiences. Still room to immerse yourself deeper in femininity, though, isn't there? Why not do something humiliating today? You know you want to, sissy.
51-75 - well done, you are experimenting with your sissy-self in public. But there's still a long way to go until you're a full-time sissygirl. Why aren't you doing more of those sexy, feminine things right now? Go and dress, paint your nails, put full make up on and suck a dildo. NOW.
76-100 - an excellent score for a budding sissy. Are you willing to put in that extra effort to dress as a woman all the time? Finish all the Sissy Station Assignments.
101+ - congratulations, you are an accomplished sissy. I bet you struggle to pass as a man - but then you never were a man, were you, sissy?

16        This task is an expedition. No shopping necessary, although you may choose to buy something...
You are to go to a department store, one with lots of beauty counters in the foyer. Circulate. Look at the immaculate, heavy make up of all the beautiful assistants. It's their job to sell beauty and they have to wear heavy make up every day. A perfect job for a sissy, isn't it?
Choose the most attractive assistant. Be bold. Remember, she is a professional sales person and you are a potential customer. You have two choices.
Either - tell her you are interested in a job like hers and ask if there are any openings on any of the make up counters. Tell her you are willing to wear a uniform like hers (she will almost certainly be wearing a smart suit or a white uniform).
Or - ask her advice on cosmetics for someone with your skin type and colouring. If she engages, ask if she would be willing to demonstrate some of the products on you.

17             Shopping time, sissy.
You're going to buy a pretty top for yourself. You are to buy a halter neck top.
You know the type I mean. No sleeves, no shoulders, held up only by a strap passing round your neck that just covers your breasts (if you're a real girl) and leaves the top half of your back completely exposed. Very sexy, very summery (or clubby) and very feminine.
Choose a pretty one; maybe a nice pastel pink would suit you, sissy. You should try it on - after all, you want it to fit and you are an odd shape for a girl, what with your flat chest. You will only be able to wear a strapless bra underneath and they tend to fall down so are best avoided. So, unless you have some adhesive breast forms or real breasts, you will have to go flat-chested under your new top. Hence, you are an odd shape for a girl.
The first time you try it on, you'll notice how unsightly your underarm hair looks. Now would be a good time to shave, sissy. Get used to feminine armpits! Treat yourself to a nice, flowery deodorant, too. Might as well shave your chest, if you have hair, even if it's covered by the top. Wouldn't want to spoil the experience, would you, sissy?
Wear your halter-neck top in public. You will NOT cover it with anything else. See what response you get - you may be surprised. Let me know how you get on, won't you?

Saturday, March 14, 2015

sissystation lucky dip 1

Hi all,

in a bit of a break from what i have been doing  and to celebrate the fact that susanthesissy is still here (thaks for the panic google), i have decided to post the following (split over 3 parts).
for those who cannot remember, the sissystation was a sissy website with assignments etc dealing with step by step feminisation.  The sissystation guide is available on many websites, so i do not intend to post that here, but what i will post is another area of the sissystation that was called "lucky dips".

this was an area of lucky dip stand alone assignments to help with your femininity. you clicked on random buttons and you would get one of the following.  i don't have the knowledge to build a randomiser etc, but i do have all of the posts, so see the below.  what i don't have is the pictures that went with them, so i have added a few that i thought was appropriate

It is a bit wordy, but the content is good.  As a side issue - i did actually help to write some of these!!!

1                    Every time you meet or greet a man, whether they are a friend or a stranger, look at his cock. Study the bulge in his trousers. Try to imagine what his cock and balls look like, like a woman would do. Imagine getting on your knees and giving him a blowjob, or bending over and having his hardness pump in and out of your boypussy.
Imagine how his cock tastes and how his cum will feel in your mouth or boypussy.

2          You need to work harder on your deportment. A real woman will instinctively smooth her skirt under her bottom before she sits. This ensures -
a) Her skirt does not get wrinkled
b) As much material as possible hides her panties from view.
From now on, you will always perform that feminine sweep under your bottom before sitting, no matter what the situation. Put on a skirt and start practicing until it becomes second nature. Remember, you are to do this every time you sit, even if you are pretending to be a man and wearing trousers.

3          You need to work harder on your deportment. Have you noticed how some women eat in public? Adolescents and young women do it most and you are going to copy them. What am I talking about? Covering your mouth while you eat. Use the back of your hand with your palm out and a limp wrist. Practise in front of a mirror. Doesn't it make you look sissyish, shy, and girly? You will always eat like this, at home or in public, in company or alone.

4          You need to work on your deportment. Have you noticed how women carry their arms when they walk? A woman's arms have a greater 'carry angle' than those of a man or a sissy. This means that the elbows are more tucked in and the lower arm points away from the body. You can mimic this by turning your arms slightly outward, so that your palms face forwards more, tucking your elbows in. See how it makes you swing your arms in a more sissyish manner. Do it today, sissy. Do it everywhere until it feels natural to carry your arms like woman.

5          Starting on Monday, you will apply lipstick for your journey to work. I hope you don't have to use public transport, sissy. If you drive, adjust your rear view mirror so you can see yourself draw a bright red mouth on your face. Let all the other faceless commuters see your painted face. When you get to work, you may remove the lipstick with a tissue or hanky, but you must NOT look in the mirror to see if you have removed all the lipstick. By the end of the week you will be feeling more daring and will be less careful about removing it. Your female colleagues are bound to notice then. But that's what you want, isn't it, sissy?

6          Buy three sets of lingerie - bra, panties, suspender belt and stockings - one set in red (or pink) one in black and one in white. Remember, you are investing in your femininity, so buy quality items, not thrift store rubbish. You will also need a pack of cards. Before you dress for work each morning, draw a card from the pack to determine what colour lingerie to wear under your work clothes. If it's a picture card, you must wear white; if it's red, red or black, black. Go to work with the chosen set of lingerie on under your suit (or whatever). Carry the other two sets and the pack of cards in your briefcase (or whatever - improvise). At lunchtime, draw another card. If you're not already wearing the right colour you must change. Before you go home, draw another card.
You could expand this game to draw cards for individual items of lingerie, or even make up... whatever you fancy. Go on - gamble!

7          You need to work on your deportment, sissy. What is the most guarded part of a woman's body?
Her pussy.
A woman will protect her pussy and panties from view at all times (at least, in public!). She is most vulnerable when seated, so she keeps her knees together at all times. You will have noticed this, won't you sissy? You want to copy the actions of a real woman because deep inside you want to be a woman, don't you?
From now on, you will keep your knees together like a girl. If you don't cross your legs, keep your thighs gently pressed together. It may help to spread your feet and turn your toes inwards. This looks very sexy on a woman - maybe less so on a man. But then, you're not a man are you, sissy?
If you cross your legs, imagine you're wearing a short skirt and your panties will be exposed unless you're very careful. Keep your thighs together as you cross your legs. Notice how sexy this looks. If you are practicing en femme, enjoy the thrill of the rasp of nylon as your panty hosed thighs slide over each other.
NEVER rest one ankle on the opposite knee.
Clasp your hands together gently in your lap, or gently hold your upper knee. When you're wearing a skirt, this allows you to casually stroke your shin and feel that nylon on your smooth legs.
This is how you will behave from now on.

8          Do you like the risk of public exposure? Of course you do - that's why you're here. If you have weather warm enough to wear (male) sandals, you will do this. If you don't have a pair of sandals (Velcro-strap sports sandals are cheap and acceptable) go buy a pair. You will also need to buy a pair of nude pantyhose, if you don't have any. I bet you've got a selection, though, haven't you, sissy girl? Make sure they're 'sandal toe' - at least for the first time...
Dress as 'male' as you wish but wear your nude pantyhose and sandals. Now go shopping. If you can't think what to buy (what kind of pathetic sissy are you?), why not do your grocery shopping?
Once outside the safety of your house, you'll notice how easily you can see you're wearing hose - the bright sunlight makes a big difference. But that only makes it more exciting, doesn't it, sissy? From a distance, though, disinterested passers-by won't notice.
When you get braver, try wearing smoky shades or reinforced toe styles. If you're really going for it, paint your toenails bright red then go shopping for nail polish remover.

9          This isn't for beginners, but I bet you'll masturbate over it, you dirty slut. Book a week's holiday. If you don't have a reasonable female wardrobe, make sure your holiday is far enough away for you to stock your wardrobe.
You'll need it.
For a whole week, you're going to dress entirely as a woman. You will hire somewhere for the week - a cottage, villa or whatever. Nobody will know you, so you're bound to feel braver about dressing up around the house and maybe going out.
You will pack a case with women's clothes and women's clothes ONLY. Skirts, tops and dresses only (for outerwear). No trousers. Not even the sissiest pair of floral, pink, Capri pants. None. Pack all the lingerie, hosiery, shoes, jewellery and make up you own. You will travel en femme, too. Remember; no trousers! If you fear being seen in your neighbourhood, set off under cover of darkness, but they're going to find out sooner or later.
For a week, you will wear full lingerie, hosiery, skirts, high heels, full make up, perfume, jewellery, coloured nail polish. Regardless of where you go and what the weather is like. You will sleep in a baby doll, panties and pantyhose. The only times you may wear less are to sunbathe (when you may wear a bikini), shower or bathe.
There are no exceptions. You may masturbate freely, but you may only cum at the end of the final day. Are you up to the task? You know you want to. Treat yourself, sissy. You need a holiday. Do it.

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

google closing down susan the sissy..

Hi All,

As some of you may already know, google is now closing down blogger for any sexual images.

this does seem to possibly be the end for susan the sissy so if there is something you particularly liked then my advice is to save it while you can.

i know i don't blog much, but i don't want this to be the end, not yet anyway.

if anyone knows of any "free" sites that host similar can you please respond in the comments and i will try to set up again elsewhere.


p.s. i have just read this article from another blog - for those who do have blogs apparently you can download the entire thing

This article covers how to export the blog:

Sunday, January 11, 2015

another adventure in the making (part 6)

I waited and waited.

and waited some more.

after about 40 minutes i knew the truth - he was not coming.

all this effort in planning, cost of new clothes, make up and hotel, and also all of the ffort i had put in in the last 2 hours was coming to nothing.

i did recieve some emails, but not from him - they were from another man who wanted to see me, but couldn't get to me in time.  i sent him pics of how i was dressed and he did console me a little.

After about a hour i decided tha i was going to have some fun on my own, so i got out my dildo and aneros and laid them on the bed.

I took of my dress and took some more pictures of me in my lingerie that i could possibly use later, and also tried on my dress again with a pin at the top i took some photos to show what it would have looked like.  these photos are at the end of this post.

i sucked on the dildo while i used the aneros and then used the dildo on me before tugging at a frustrated orgasm in a very unladylike manner.  i had not cum for about 4 weeks, so it was a bit weird to do this, especially as it was probably the first time i had pulled on myself for over 4 months - i had been cumming by 1 finger rubbing only.

not long after this orgasm i had another one before i started to clean up.

As you may recall i still had only girls clothes with me, so i still had to get dressed and go to the car for my "man" clothes.  this was an uneventful walk as i just kept my head down but as i walked i had to keep pulling up the trousers as they were falling down.

i had made the decision about what i was going to do before i had any orgasms.  i was so frustrated and believed that fate had decreed that i could have soem time on my own dressed as a girl, but not with another man.  i decided to have a clear out of my girly clothes.

This was not a purge, more of clear out of the things i do not use, wear or want.  i had an old wig, my breast forms that i had only recently bought but was not impressed with, my dress, some old stockings, old make up , bits of packaging etc.  it built up to quite a heavy black bin bag full load that i left next to the bin.  i am not sure what the maid thought if she looked inside.

i don't really like this photo

this is the position i wanted to be in

like this one

ok ish photo

my view down (wish it was like this all the time)

Me in that dress (although the light does not help pick out the frills)

About as girly as i can look in a photo

Tuesday, January 06, 2015

another adventure in the making (part 5)

12 o'clock finally arrived and i set off back to the hotel who checked me into a room on the top floor for the early check in fee of £10.  i thought about the stairs, but a girl like me couldn't handle my luggage so i pressed for the lift.  The lift was visble from the lounge and coffee area where several people were sat.  i don't know if anyone noticed me, and i was nervous and glad when the lift finally came and i was able to get in on my own.

As i got to the floor and got out of the lift the first door was on a lock (for security), but my room was just at the other side.  Couldn't be better i thought - he could ring me when he got out of the lift and i could just pop out and open the door for him.  everything was going great.

I sent him an email with my room number and phone number.

I was quite impressed by the room.  it was newly refurbised with a  good view and a nice bathroom with a shower that had a seat in it.  I had to use the bathroom again as my nerves were kicking in big time.

Next stop was to open my suitcase, get my shaver and shave my legs in the shower.  i didn't do this earlier as i didn't want to raise suspicions with my wife as why i had shaved legs (in case this meet got cancelled) and also i wanted to look the best i could.  i also trimmed my pubic area to a nice landing strip.  i quickly showered my bottom half (my top half was laready shaved and ready as usual)

Next was my face with a close shave as i started to get ready.  i laid out all of the lingerie i wanted to wear on the bed and hung up my dress and a babydoll for later and put my make-up in the bathroom.  i didn't realise how much make up i actually had - it hardly fitted onto the shelf!

i put on my breast forms, stuck with pads and a tight bra to hold them in place while they set properly.  then i put on a thong to wear while i got ready.  doing my make up in a bra and thong was a thrill and i loved the whole girly feeling i had.  i knew i had time to get ready in a non-rushed fashion to make sure i was perfect.

i started with some beard cover (just in case) and then foundation and powder.  i did my eyes with a purple/smokey look, complete with black eyeliner pencil.  blusher for my cheeks and black mascara for my lashes, although i did forget to curl them first.  a hot pink lipstick completed my look.

i was now happy with how i looked (it took about 45mins to do my make up!!) so i went to put on my lingerie.  black hold up stockings and a pink bra and thong set.  next on was my wig that i styled over and over until i was happy with it.  Jewellery and heels were next before posing for a quick photo.

after admiring myself for a while i realised that time was getting on and that i needed to clean up the batroom and make the room look inviting for my man.  i cleaned up and hid other things away before it was time to put on my dress.  i had been waiting for this moment for what seemed like forever.

I unzipped it, stepped into the bodyhugging skirt and pulled it up my body, wiggling my hips as i did so.  i felt a real tease as reached down and put my arms in the holes and then reached to the back to pull up the zip.

everything felt so perfect, until i tried to zip up the dress.  as you may know i had tried the dress on and i managed to zip and unzip it then, so i used hte same technique.  i was alss at least 2 pound less in weight so i should have no problem.  but i did have a problem.  my arms were cramping up with the awkward positions, it just would not zip up.

i finally felt i was getting somewhere when disaster struck in the form of the zip splitting.  i managed to get the dress off with a deal of effort, but i could have cried as i sat there with my new dress ruined in my arms.  i tried to mend it but i couldn't.

all the while time was ticking and i knew i had to get ready as i was expecting my man in less than 10 minutes.

i quickly reached for my backup dress,  with hindsight i should have gone for a mini skirt and blouse, but i knew the dress was short and tight and quick to put on so i went with that.  Sweating away trying to keep calm with my nerves racing this was the result...

i don't think i looked too bad - maybe my eye make up could have been better.  i didn't have anymore time.  i was expecting my man any second, i was even thinking of him been parked up waiting for a single.

i sent him another email - ready when you are big boy!!

Monday, January 05, 2015

another adventure in the making (part 4)

So it is the morning of the meeting and i drop my wife off in town for some quick shopping before returning home to get ready.

i knew i didn't have too long before my wife returned home, so i quickly got home and got changed into what i had planned..

i put on a thong, my figure hugging rear zip black trousers, a black bra and black bra.  pretty standard girl at work clothes, along with a pait of flat ladies shoes.  i added some nude lipstick and perfume then i was off, with my heart beginning to race.

i bundles up my male clothes and put them in the boot of the car for safe keeping until later.  i knew i would be wearing girls clothes all day, but i would have prefered a skirt!

it was only about 10am in the morning when i left for the 30 minute drive to the hotel.  i knew i would be too early to check in as the hotel as an early check in time of 12 for a cost of £10 over the normal check in of 2pm (which was too late for me)

on the way i parked up in a quietish area and re-did my lipstick as i sent the final few emails detailed int he previous post from my phone.  i was excited and i wanted to start getting ready as soom as possible.  to kill some more time i decided upon having a coffee and going to the toilet to relieve myself (this was now about 11ish).  the McDonalds i found was very busy and i lost a bit of confidence in what i was wearing (remember i only had female clothes on, so i just went drive through and drank my coffee in the parking area.

I was still busting for the toilet though and knew i had to find one soon.  I decided upon going to the hotel as i thought they may have a room available a little bit earlier.  i got to the hotel and put on my works jacket as that was the only coat i had with me, and the trousers i had on had no pockets so i needed somewhere for my wallet.  (okay i know i should have carried a handbag)

i pulled out my suitcase that i had bought that included all of my girly clothes, yes, everything!!  i pulled the suitcase behind me, trying to walk in a feminine manner which i needed to do as the trousers only came up to my hips and were prone to feel like they were falling down, exposing my panties!  walking with a sway in my hips helped to keep them up a bit better, but not a lot.

As i got into the reception, it was busier than i had hoped, but it was too late now so i went to the reception hoping it would be a quick transaction and i could head up to my room and finally go tot the toilet - i was having cramps now!

alas this was not the case and after waiting behind one other man, i was told that i couldn't cjeck in for another 30 minutes.  gutted i put the suitcase to one side and dashed into the gents toilets (sitting obviously as my trousers were a rewar zip and i am a sissy), relieving myself like almost never before.

i then picked up my suitcase and went back to the car to sit and wait a bit longer.  my stomach was in knots with excitement as i knew that it wouldn't be long before i was in the arms of a man, a big strong man at that!!