some of my regular readers will have now read all of the "diary" entries that i made while trying to arrange some sex for myself. it was very disappointin that this came to nothing, but i am glad that i kept a diary, and it was strange reading it through, looking at my thoughts from the time. If anyone else experiences something similar then i suggest you keep a diary (and publish it!!) you may be surprised by what you have done / thought....
i didn't publish it at the time, as i wasn't sure i could keep up to it daily (or hourly in some cases).
As previously mentioned, i bought a "nu-bra" (more on that later), but i did fail to mention that after i got dumped / stood up / let down (etc) , without thinking, i did what many real girls do when they "change men"
i changed my hairstyle, or more exact - bought a new wig.
it was a total unconscious thought. i just sort of decided there and then that i needed a new hairstyle, a new look. maybe this was my mind saying lets try another look and see if that can get us some sex..... or maybe i am over analysing this.
the wig came a few weeks ago, but today was the first chance i really had to try it on. the hair is very soft, but a few pieces did fall out. i tried it on with a little white blouse, short black pleated skirt and 4" heels. i looked - different. it really is surprising how different you can look with a different hairstyle and colour.
i looked more serious, not as much "fun" as my other hair style (longer, blond)
i am not convinced about the nu-bra yet though. it did pull my chest together, but there didn't seem to be any cleavage created, although i am quite slim (circa 10 stone 4 pounds) so that might be why. i think it is one of those things that needs a day to play with it to get the best out of it.
Sam is no longer unemployed
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