Wednesday, September 29, 2010

step 15 - feminine surrender

Sunday, September 26, 2010

step 14 - complete humiliation

Thursday, September 23, 2010

step 13 - trimming her ego

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

step 12 - dancing class

Monday, September 20, 2010

step 11 - the inner woman

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

step 10 - dildo domination

Monday, September 13, 2010

step 9 - pussy formation

Thursday, September 09, 2010

step 8 - giving her a better cock

Monday, September 06, 2010

a trip out to buy a bra for me!
today i have been into ann summers (uk equivalent of victoria secrets) to buy myself a new bra and panty set.

i was dressed in trousers, shirt and a tie.  i had a bag with me which had by breast forms in it.
the idea was to go in, wit until they ask if i wanted some help, then say i have a new boyfriend who wants me to dress up and i thought it would be nice to have some new white underwear on underneath. white because it is our first time together.  i was to tell her that my other bra was too big and didn't fit me an i was hoping that she would measure me (hence carrying the breast forms)

i played it through my head several times before i went.

it didn't quite pan out like that....
one of the shop assistants said Hi as i walked in, while the other was sorting out some racks at the back of the door.  after ages (about 3-4 mins) eventually the one by the door came over to ask if i needed some help.  she was tall, not that attractive, but not ugly either, dressed in black trousers and a simple black top.

i said i wanted a new bra
what size is she?
it may sound strange hearing this, but its for me
what style do you want
like this one (pointing to the only white one - a multiway bra)
we have a couple of others similar to that (quick tour round shop showing me other multiway bras)
i would prefer white
what size
i have worn one before, but it was really big and i want one that is my size.  the last one i wore was 44DD and was very big
this range only goes up to 38D
38 should fit me don't you think?
as long as you leave these tickets on, you can always bring it back. (realisation that i am not getting measured)
i don't want anything too big, maybe a B cup (she gets out a 38B) little pause. i want some pants to go with it are these the ones (pointing to rack)
those are the panties, this is the string that matches.
i'll take the panties size 12 (get panties myself)

go and pay....

i don't think she was "into" it like the stories (maybe fantasies) that i have read elsewhere.  everything was just a business transaction, all professional etc.

me - i was bright red, but surprisingly not turned on at all.

so i have ended up with a multi way bra, (sort of like a T-shirt bra style with moulded cups and a diamante in the middle) which i have never had, so it may come in useful....???
step 7 - beautify and accessorise

Sunday, September 05, 2010

Step 6 - the female body trap

Saturday, September 04, 2010

Step 5 - Girlish Waist

Friday, September 03, 2010

Step 4 - Growing Breasts

Thursday, September 02, 2010

planning a trip part 2
i am still planning the trip, for either monday or tuesday next week.

i am not sure about Johanna's suggestion to wear a wig.  would it look more embarrasing if i was obviously a man in girls clothes, rather than a girl whho looks a bit odd??, but then again i am trying to be a girl and treated as a girl.........i am still not sure.  it will mean having to put on and style my wig in the car, which is difficult at best.

i intend to wear a nude lipstick with some clear mascara for make-up, whether or not wear a wig.
Step 3 - Female Perfection

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

Planning a trip out

i am in the process of planning a trip out en femme -ish. i am TOTALLY horny and girly at the moment and i know that this will only get worse if i do not do anything about it (i.e.dress up)

the reason i am horny is that i haven't had a orgasm in 2 weeks now, and the next time i am likely to have one is on monday (its wednesday now). i had the chance yesterday, but decided for the best of my femaleness to forego the chance (i wore my chastity belt just in case and took the keys outside so i knew i couldn't cheat).

also, after reading my new favourite blog then i decided to take just a lettuce salad to work today. i wanted to add some "special" seasoning, but since i decided not to cum, then i am eating it dry. however for later i will save and freeze my cum, so the next time i have a salad like this i can have some "special" seasoning.

anyway, i digress

my trip out is to buy me some or all of the following that are on my current "wish list".

a white bra (and if possible matching panties) to wear to work

some hair remover (i have been shaving my chest and underarms, but i would like something longer lasting)

A smart skirt and top (or dress) – something a secretary would wear. I am thinking fitted pencil skirt and white blouse or maybe a grey fitted dress.

Maybe some cosmetics (a new lipstick, lip gloss, mascara etc)

my immediate problem is what to wear
i am thinking of wearing my back zip tight fitting black trousers, a black blouse and some 4" ankle boots with a block heel.  but should i wear a wig?  wearing a wig would be an attempt to pass which i probably won't do (too many masculine habits still), but without a wig i would be a man in girls clothes - more humiliation.

if possible i will ask to try on the dress etc, but if i bottle it or don't get chance i will return it the same day.  i am hoping that the assistants will see me as a sissy and let me try on the clothes.

any comments appreciated
Step 2 - Panty His Cock