Dear Diary.....

some of my regular readers will have now read all of the "diary" entries that i made while trying to arrange some sex for myself.  it was very disappointin that this came to nothing, but i am glad that i kept a diary, and it was strange reading it through, looking at my thoughts from the time.  If anyone else experiences something similar then i suggest you keep a diary (and publish it!!)  you may be surprised by what you have done / thought....

i didn't publish it at the time, as i wasn't sure i could keep up to it daily (or hourly in some cases).

anyway.....

As previously mentioned, i bought a "nu-bra" (more on that later), but i did fail to mention that after i got dumped / stood up / let down (etc) , without thinking, i did what many real girls do when they "change men"

i changed my hairstyle, or more exact - bought a new wig. 

it was a total unconscious thought.  i just sort of decided there and then that i needed a new hairstyle, a new look.  maybe this was my mind saying lets try another look and see if that can get us some sex.....  or maybe i am over analysing this.

the wig came a few weeks ago, but today was the first chance i really had to try it on. the hair is very soft, but a few pieces did fall out.  i tried it on with a little white blouse, short black pleated skirt and 4" heels.  i looked - different.  it really is surprising how different you can look with a different hairstyle and colour.

i looked more serious, not as much "fun" as my other hair style (longer, blond)

i am not convinced about the nu-bra yet though.  it did pull my chest together, but there didn't seem to be any cleavage created, although i am quite slim (circa 10 stone 4 pounds) so that might be why.  i think it is one of those things that needs a day to play with it to get the best out of it.