Tuesday, June 19, 2012
a sissys frame of mind
for those that have read some of my previous posts, you may be aware that i was not really into my sissy side over the past few months. it did come back a little, but now has come back a lot.
i am aware that as a man, i do tend to drift in and out of the sissy state.
currently i am deep in sissy space and just can't get enough. instead of letting this flow away from me, i am trying to do somethings that will keep me in a girlish frame of mind.
1) i am currently trying to wear vaseline lip balm (in a little roll-up container like lipstick) all of the time, and refresh it regularly during the day. i am currently refreshing it everytime i go to the toilet, and my goal is to the use the tube as quickly as possible. there is a slightly tinted version of this (rose colour), and i will buy that next time, so hopefully it will add a bit of colour to my lips. maybe this will lead to wearing nude lipstick in the future.
i am secretly looking forward to wearing the coloured lip balm, and i am hoping that it may leave some tell tale signs on a cup or glass, that i may miss....
2) only unisex or feminine scents for me
3) i am trying to limit my time surfing on the net. not strictly true - i am trying ot limit the time that i look at "non-female" related sites to 1 hour a week. this means that i can only check out sports sites or other general sites for 1 hour total per week. the rest of the time i will be looking at sissy sites or womans fashion sites. i keep the timer on my watch and stop/start when not looking at sissy / female related things. anytime i forget to start the watch there is a 1 minute penalty. i am hoping that this will keep me in a girly frame of mind, by overloading my maleness with girlyness.
4) i am only sitting to pee. i know this should be a given, but i had let it slip over the past few months, so i am now reinforcing this again.
if there is anything else that other girls do to help reinforce their femininity / sissyness on a daily basis i would be grateful to hear so i could add them to the list!!