FRUSTRATION!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaargh.............

Having carefully planned my day today so i can have some time alone, it has all gone up in smoke. My wife is not feeling too good and has decided to have the day off (and most likely tomorrow as well).

This means that i cannot dress, cannot have "some time alone" and most certainly cannot suck on my dildo like i am desperate to do.

i have also worked out that as a maximum i only have 8 more times "alone" before the new year, including tomorrow!

i am now more desperate than ever (well not quite, there was once when i was more desperate - i will blog that later), but i need some relief.

the last time i was desperate i ended up joining a gay dating site!!!