I can't believe that I am feeling so "male" today. I have immersed myself in everything girly.
I have painted my fingernails clear.
I have only watched girly tv
I have only listened to girly pop music
I have not cum in over 18 days
But I just do not feel girly. I have found myself looking at women's boobs, ass and legs when I know I shouldn't be. I feel like I am beginning to be attracted by woman rather than wanting to be one.
I have even read sissy websites etc, but I don't seem to have a lot of interest.
In the morning I will be allowed to cum, using only one fingerone fingernails with a dildo in my pussy. I thought I would be desperate for it, but at the moment I am not.
Maybe things will be better tomorrow.........
Jessica is worried for nothing
7 hours ago